anybody here like to GAMBA?
i buy scratch offs everyday before work. the only way i can muster the courage to start my drive in to that hellhole is the fraction of a fraction of a one percent chance that i wont have to do it ever again. its gotten so bad at this point that i will skip meals to buy lottery tickets. i feel like i'm working just to buy lottery tickets, and the false promise that comes with them.
my numbers never going to come in. i'll have to do this until i die. but at least for that 5 minutes i'm parked at the sunoco every morning i dont have to think about the day to come, or all the days after. just scratch my tickets. maybe i'll win 5 and buy another before i accept my fate again, put the key in the ignition and drive.
wish me luck tomorrow boys.