Why am I being conditioned to become cruel and heartless. I don't think twice about it when disrespecting someone online but irl when someone's this way with me it has a detrimental affect on me. Why am I being made into everything I don't find appealing about you (them)?
only people I can talk to a bunch of random strangers making fun of each other. I guess its not important for me to learn how to socialize because I'm old and no one cares what I have to say. no one remembers me. this is what dying is like. being forgotten. life, what a sham