Does anyone else live with very abusive parents and plan

>>38352004
lived with them up until a year ago, now have moved out for good. my life is so much better, freedom is worth the wait. it gets better anon, hang in there

>>38352283
Please tell me more. I need some motivation. My parents are the reason I ended up such a loser now trying to get my life better.

Parents support me. Get into every once in a while. But moving out soon.

The mum

>>38352316
You should post your story too, OP. My parents are the opposite of abusive and always support me even though I'm a loser because they raised me to be a spoiled faggot. Hearing shit others go through motivates me to get my shit together.

>>38352735
There's too much to go over.

The main ones are forcing me to change schools every year or two from Elementary - middle of highschool that caused me to be unable to make any friends(well keep any), stifling any of my interests, beating me as a kid and then my mom pushing me over when I was 15 that made me fall and break my ankle. Just a lot of overall fucked up shit senpai, feels bad to have only one family and for them to be this awful

>>38352857
I'm in a similar situation. I was beat as a kid too. I almost got taken away by CPS from how bad it got. It still traumatizes me.

My own mother knew it bothered me and caused me to cut myself at 11 years old and she did nothing about it. I'm certain if I were to kill myself right now she wouldn't give a shit. I literally have no family, it's not just my parents that hate me, it's everyone and I don't know why.

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>>38352316
ok i think my story might help you, forgive any autism
>be me
>oldest of 5 children
>parents are southern baptist fundamentalists
>very strict with only me for some reason, let the others do what they want
>make perfect grades up until high school
>parents are never satisfied, dont let me do extracurriculars/sports because "we don't know those people"
>not allowed to leave house without them except for school
>monitors on all computers/phones, they frequently take them and look through them
>rifle through my room as well in case i'm "doing something bad" or "keeping secrets"
>am a perfect student and good kid, have no idea what they think i could be doing
>have the app ifunny on my phone at age 13, they find it and see porn on it
>locked in my house over the summer because of it, no outside contact
>parents divorce despite thinking its a sin and should be forbidden
>realize my dad is bipolar, BPD and has psychosis, and has ultimately led my mother further down the rabbit hole of fundamentalist religion and abused the shit out of her which she in turn took out on me
>kids have to live with my mom because dad is an unfit parent, he quits his job
>family is poor, mom regularly screams at me for no reason, tells me im a failure and going to hell
>also refuses to care for younger siblings, am now the main caregiver of siblings
>the house is disgusting and we barely have food, mostly stale cereal and poptarts and the like
>still continuing to work hard in school, forbidden from getting a job
>get top grades and go to university on financial aid
>leave, barely talk to parents anymore
>explore the world i never got to experience
>have a part time job now at the university and make decent money
>have a gf and friends
>travelling to california with gf's family in a few weeks
>sometimes regret my lost childhood but im happy now so i dont think about it too much, it feels almost like a bad dream

i got through it anon, you will too. godspeed

>>38353010
It's not everyone anon, don't say that. You can find people worth being friends with, it might be hard but it will be worth it.

>>38353043
But can you elaborate how you recovered(particularly in terms of mindset mainly) and got better anon? Thanks for sharing. Im 21 and starting to feel like it's going to be nearly impossible to catch up.

>>38353194
What I mean by that is family like uncles and cousins. They always despised me. Even if I were to find a friend that seemed alright, I'm too insecure to believe they actually like someone like me.

>>38353344
There's millions of people in every country I'm sure some people will be good friends for you just focus on self development and things will come

>>38353043
>porn on ifunny
Kek

Good for you though.

Kys Lmao senpai