>Tfw even when you're happy you know it's only a

>>38348692
Story of my life
Orga

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>>38348692
This made me want to consume opiates but I only have three pills left.

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>tfw found a deterministic way to trigger happiness using drugs

heh suck it dad

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>>38348692
It's gotten to the point that whenever I even begin to feel happy about something it's instantly snuffed by anticipation of my soul crushing depression flooding back like it always does. And then it happens, the happiness evaporates before I could even wrap my hand around it.

I can't go on like this robots.

I'm finally officially dating this girl starting today. She's great and I really like her. And now, not even one hour after she leaves, I'm back on here and still thinking the same. Should I just kill myself or leave?

>>38348833
That's the only way to truly be happy. Fuck normies and their ''winners don't do drugs'' drug war bullshit.

>>38348962
Anyone who doesn't try drugs at least a few times is a lame-o.

>>38348692
I'm at the point where I don't even bother to let it happen. I literally force myself to be miserable, because what's the point in being happy if i'm going to feel depressed again?

>>38348885
You got to balance it by realizing that after the unhappiness comes back, you realize you'll feel happy again sometime (albeit for a shorter time).

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>tfw you wake up and you don't feel shit
>tfw you even start to feel a little bit good
>tfw straight away something in the back of your head triggers and you feel it creeping on

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>>38348886

>1 hour later

>darkness begins creeping in
>some days it's like a bad dream that I don't realize is a dream
>but others I realize it is a dream
>it's all in my head
> and then I realize I can do anything in dreams
> and then I am in a good dream

>>38348692
Try stoicism OP

>>38348692
Tfw living in cyclothymia hell