>finally get into a normal sleeping schedule
>enjoy my mornings
>can't sleep one night
>fuck
>end up relapsing into a robot schedule
what good is my religion if my god is an asshole who loves fucking around with me
I solved that problem by getting a soul crushing job that i need to get up at 5am every weekday for
I wish I could unsolve it without becoming homeless
Organized religion is retarded
No I'm not an atheist or agnostic
Actually gnosis is the only redeeming quality about religion
>>38340926
I'm really exhausted and depressed. No matter what I do, I can never get my energy level right. If I become too stimulated during the day, I won't get to sleep at night and then I'm fucked for the week.
It's taking it's toll. Everything's taking it's toll, slowly but surely. The end's coming soon, I hope.
>>38340926
>job has me working from afternoons to midnight
>have no hobbies or real friends to hang out with so I just sleep until an hour or so before my shift to get ready
>then it's back into my cave to strain my eyes at my screen until 5-6 AM
The only way for me to fix it is if they need me to come in at a reasonably hour like 9 AM.