>tfw the kind of porn that traumatized you the first time you saw it is now the kind of porn you fap to
Get me off this ride.
What kind anon? I can alysis the sub-reason you like it and thus take away it's power
is that worse than seeing lots of kinds of porn and not feeling traumatized by any of them?
>tfw you can only get it up to shemales and futa now but they disgust you IRL and you've basically given up on ever getting a gf, let alone a qt wife because then you'd have to explain yourself and why you're so broken
>used to feel ashamed for days at a time for fapping to videos or even thoughts of male feet
>now I pay younger, effeminate straight guys to bully me for money using their large soles
>tfw just have to ride out the homolust until I go back to just being into girls
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Stuff where the actresses get tied up and degraded. Sometimes they act like they don't want it. It's horrible. I don't even know why a woman would let herself be filmed like that. I know they get paid, but I just can't believe that's enough for them to be satisfied. Maybe for normal porn, but not that.
I'm ashamed and disgusted by my fetishes too.
Dog fucc woman