Why can't I believe it when someone says they truly like me and they do their best to try and show me? I really fucking like this boy but I can't believe he actually likes me and it's taking a toll on me and the relationship. I don't think he's out to hurt me but i'm just scared he'll lose interest in me because i don't feel like i have any desirable or lovable traits. i don't fucking see it. I feel so selfish. I don't cause arguments about it or anything because it doesn't make sense to but i do think about it later and i get really, really sad. I think i'm usually much happier when i'm single because i'd be living a lie that i'm bettering myself for the next relationship. I don't understand, I was so happy before I got into this relationship. he treats me perfectly. I'm self-destructing. I can't ever fucking win