A lot of you guys talk about being depressed and suicidal but

I ignore my medical problems and have a shitty diet.

>>38317944
>I try to repulse everyone because for some reason lot of people like me.
>I stopped eating 3 times day just once (I've lost 7 kg since May)
>I've stopped working out
>I didn't learn on my final exams and fucked than (I kind of like learning)
>Continuously trying to make my family to hate me. (But no luck with that)
>Stopped regular sleeping
>Stopped doing all things I like (watching TV series and anime, reading books, playing guitar, learning new things)
All I do is lie all die in my bed with my smartphone on 4chan either watching random porn or random YouTube videos.

>>38317944
>hey look at me guise i drink a lot of beer 8)

kys pussy

I drug abuse and take such shit care of myself that I have mad eye parasites, gingivitis, and the inside of the tip of my dick is a little cut as well asvthe top being a little bruised. I don't eat well, and I don't take vitamins. I also have a ton of self-hate.

But I'm trying to change. I started with lifting, brushing my teeth twice a day, and quitting drugs cold turkey. Oh and showering too.

Now I guzzle down coffee and pb&j sandwiches while I lift and watch netflix. I also try and tell my self-hating ass that my gf of 10 years would have left me if she really thought she was better off without me.

It's an uphill battle that'll take years to win, but I just gotta do it. Wallowing didn't fix me, so maybe this will.

Nope. I live a generally healthy life considering what i feel on the inside.
Man up sons.