Anyone else autistically sperg and swear under their breath when

Me

I started making uncontrollable spastic body movements in the middle of an intersection the other day because I spontaneously remembered a bad memory

I forgot that I was in public

fuck, do you ever have a sperg out and then 5 seconds later when you're out of that situation start cursing and talking to yourself out loud?

yea supposedly im high functioning

Yes, but it's just a way of coping.
The sheer thought of having to talk to my parents makes me angry and when I have to say something to them I start swearing and mumbling to myself.