How do you stop living in the background? Like how do you live when you know you're like fucking typologically inferior to the most beautiful and successful people you know, who genuinely have something captivating about them? When you have an innate aesthetic sense you measure everything by and some people can look sublime doing the dishes. Like accept the void living on the outside looking in or kill yourself?
tfw alone on r9k
Realize that if you took center stage you would fuck it all up and ruin the entire show