>tfw fell for STEM meme >was initially good at codecucking

>>38286253
This is why I went into mathematics instead of coding. Math is just so much more fun.

>>38286253
>I had no fun in what was supposed to be some of the most fun years of my life because I clung to an autistic fantasy that I knew I hated early on but refused to switch.

That's what they don't tell you. In the end all you have are your memories. You wasted your time anon.

>>38286330
My real passions are history and philosophy. I should've just started out as a business Chad and minored in one of my passions for fun. I would've had time to join clubs, rush a frat (even though I'm nearly positive I wouldn't get a bid)make friends, fuck, I could've done a semester in Europe having fun, seeing the historical sights I've always wanted to see and doing easy classes and drinking booze like all my friends did, yet I wasted time pursuing something I hated that ultimately I won't even end up doing anyway.
>>38286391
>You wasted your time anon.
I know. I'm 21 now with 1 1/2 years left. Is there still time for me to do anything fun/make friends or should I just off myself?

>>38286531
Sure you wasted 3 years, but if you major in business and get a good paying job, 3 years won't be a big deal. There are many people out there who have made similar mistakes, but ended up alright, you just need a positive attitude.
A positive attitude isn't something you can magically conjure, it takes weeks of feeling good about yourself and what's going on in order to achieve an authentic positive attitude.

>>38286730
But what's the point? I won't have any good memories to go into eternal wagecuck mode with. I'll be a wagecuck for the rest of my life and have no times to look back and smile upon thinking "man those were good times." I had no sex, no girlfriends, few friends and went to few parties. The few I went to I hated anyway, so maybe I didn't even miss much. I just feel like I was born to be a loser and will always be a loser. I hate being alive.

The problem is you have this shallow, narrow minded view of the world, and what's worse, you're failing at it.

Hell, you aren't even learning correctly. You still have this mindset that you want to go back so you can "succeed" at something and get a whole bunch of material bullshit that you failed to acquire. You're falling into that pessimism of "best years of your life" while failing to consider that you have TONS OF POSSIBILITIES AHEAD OF YOU. God damn are you a faggot.

You're still young. The things you learned in university will have granted you an interesting perspective and a place to go to that most people will not have. Stop letting others dictate your value in life, what is important, and what you should do. Grow some nuts and pave your own path. Look back as material to learn from and boldly go from here on out with optimism and renewed hope.

>>38286889
Are memories that great? This might just be me, but I don't really care about good memories. In fact sometimes my good memories will torment me because of how much I miss living back when I experienced them.
If I were you, I wouldn't get too hung up on memories. You should live in the present/future.

What is this bullshit about not having time for socialising? That's the biggest bullshit I've ever heard.

I'm saying this as a schizoid who has no idea how normies do it, but they definitely do it. My sister became a lawyer while working full-time and studying full-time and still had the ability to continue making friends and socializing on a weekly basis.

Just admit it, you're weak and pathetic like me and can't handle doing multiple things at once.

>>38286898
>TONS OF POSSIBILITIES AHEAD OF YOU.
Wagecucking all day for 40 years and then finally having free time when I'm an old faggot man aren't possibilities. I wasted the only good years of life being a retard. What other opportunities do I have? You said it yourself, I wasted my fucking time, just like I am now.
>>38286972
>What is this bullshit about not having time for socialising? That's the biggest bullshit I've ever heard.
I worked a lot more than most people, especially the business Chads I envy, and thus had little free time you shiteating asshole. I suck at socializing anyway, so it made it harder.

>>38286950
>In fact sometimes my good memories will torment me because of how much I miss living back when I experienced them.
>If I were you, I wouldn't get too hung up on memories. You should live in the present/future.
I agree anon. But it's better to have fun when you actually have the time and are of the ripest age to do so. I know that feel about good memories tormenting me though. There was a small window of my life where I was truly happy, but it's now gone, and will never come back.

>>38287214
>There was a small window of my life where I was truly happy, but it's now gone, and will never come back.
Well I thought the same way as you, but things have gotten better for me, and I no longer envy my past self.

>>38286972
See, there's this thing called "studying" that, if you do it right, takes up a shit load of time.

Business chad only works if you have connections, basically if you're in a top tier frat. like 90% of the guys in the US that work finance related jobs were frat bros in college. A random robot has no chance, even if he is qualified. Wall Street is pretty much all frat bros.

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>>38287184
>Wagecucking all day for 40 years...

This is a self fulfilling prophecy anon. You can't "waste" time because it has no worth in the first place. Free yourself from that bullshit and let the fire burn as you choose.

>>38286253
No. The only people who had fun in college were ones who wasted their time, or got useless degrees. Keep on trucking.

You're doing better than me OP. I'm a CS major at a meh-tier school (ranked between 50-100) with no professional experience and no internship about to graduate a failure. Fell for a meme because the intro class was fun. I also have no friends and have literally never been to a party. Any time you want kill yourself, think of me, who is you but slightly worse in every way. No point in killing yourself while I'm still hanging in here, is there?

>>38287417
This is what brainlets really think...

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>tfw in arts surrounded by normans and still friendless
wouldn't make any difference OP, nobody would've spoken to you

>>38286889
Don't fall for the college is a non-stop party meme. If you work hard in your field, you can actually have a fulfilling career rather than your average shitty desk job. Life doesn't end after uni. You can still get up to crazy shit any time you have free

>>38287625
No shit. That's why we have to study.