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Well fellas, I think this is the end of the road for me. I've tried so fucking hard to keep pushing, but it doesn't seem like there's any hope. I have panic disorder with agoraphobia. I'm not housebound, but I still get very bad panic/anxiety. It's taken everything from me; my happiness, my self esteem, the relationships with my friends and family, the possibility of a successful future.
Today was the first day of an internship that would've opened many doors for me down the line. Only an hour in, I had a terrible panic attack like I haven't had in years. I literally just stood up and left.
I think I'm going to end it. I can't keep living like this. I can't keep pretending to be a happy, normal person, while my anxiety destroys everything. I've tried medication, therapy, meditating, everything, and the bottom line is that there is no "cure"... I'll live with this forever. Goodbye robots, you've provided me with a small amount of happiness through this bullshit.
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>>38278681
Have u tried phenibut tho?
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yo, don't do it. steal a boat and fucking livestream it or something. be a legend
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>>38278741
No I haven't tried it
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>>38278918
When my anxiety starts getting bad I take some. It helps a lot
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>>38278744
>you will never be suicidal enough to throw harpoons at sharks and sheeet
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>>38278997
3 questions.
how much do you take?
how long does it last?
how does it feel?
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>>38279105
well, then you're not fucking suicidal, now are you?
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>>38279130
Taking about 400mg will take the edge off, lasts for about a day. Taking 1.5g will make me feel almost euphoric for about two days straight. It costs about $25 for 100 grams from liftmode.
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I've read bad shit about how addicting it is. I have a really addictive personality so this is worrisome. Also, what happens if you have a few drinks on it ?
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>"I'm gonna kill myself thread"
You won't do it. None of you cowards ever do it.
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>>38279361
It's addictive if you take it more than once, MAYBE twice a week. Alcohol is pretty much twice as effective on it. The number one thing is to not take it twice in one day, I did that and was spinning like crazy for a day straight
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>>38278744
>how come someone so riddled with panic attacks they cant operate isnt throwing harpoons at sharks and starting a social movement?
OP can't last through an internship i doubt hed last a boating expedition
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>>38279416
No, I'm going to do it. How do I post proof?
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>>38280156
post ur gun plus brd number
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>>38280213
Not using a gun lad
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>>38280290
I'm either hanging myself or jumping off of a bridge that's a block from my apartment. I want to do the later so that nobody has to find my body, but I have to wait until it gets dark
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>>38280328
Depression or anxiety over non-existence.
I went over depression by watching girlfriend asmr videos and crying my ass out.
i'm surviving since 2 years now, gonna end it when mommy leave.
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