Is it harmless to jerk off to cuck fantasies? I have them sometimes and I get aroused thinking about it, but I try really hard to push them out of my head and ignore them. Sometimes I want to queue up pictures of my oneitis and her current boyfriend and jerk off to the thought of being cucked but I don't want to get depressed and feel like killing myself after I am done jacking it. I don't want to end up fapping to something that's going to put me on a dangerous, downwards psychological spiral.
On the other hand, not a soul ever has to know I do this and it's just harmless thinking inside my own head. It doesn't actually have to effect anything or hurt anything and I don't know if it's harmless or not.
Please help me, I want to do it but I'm honestly scared that sexual fantasies may bleed into the rest of my life and make me feel even worse if I give into that kind of stuff.
Do your fellow cumskins a favor and off yourself, scum.
>>38276379
>tfw oneitis also has bf
Man it huts real bad all the time.
If this is a way for you to cope, whatever. I couldn't get hard in a hypothetical situation like that
>>38276339
That's a sign of dangerously low self esteem and impotence.
OP here, update. I just broke and did it. She has a short video of her cuddling with her bf watching tv or something and they kiss in it, so I put it on loop and jacked off to it.
I feel slight post fap regret, but it's really not that bad. This changes nothing. Not a soul ever ever has to find out about it and it has no effect on my relationship with her so I don't care. Tbh, being a cuck in your imagination in privacy is infinitely better than actually being a cuck. I can take this secret with me to the grave.
>>38276506
I think it goes without saying that I don't have spectacular self esteem but I wouldn't say I'm depressed or hate myself. I'm just not attractive/interesting to women. I'm 100% aware of how WOMEN view me, but I still think I'm a good enough, smart enough, fun enough person. So fuck em. It isn't my fault I wasn't born with Chad genetics so I don't really have any reason to dislike myself despite being aware of my ugliness.
Do you get aroused by the idea of having a partner who cheats on you for better men or for not having been chosen for being their partner in the first place?
>>38276538
I think like the anon said, its just a coping mechanism. It's bad enough not being chosen, so I might as well convert that into a sexual thing and imagine watching them fuck in front of me as a form of sexual domination. If I had a gf I'd have no interest in cucking or whatever, and if I did I would keep it locked away deep in my brain and never tell her. I don't think actually going through with it in real life would be arousing either, that would be horrible.
>is subjecting yourself to anything bad
Yes. Remember before you came here and what it has done to you? Porn does the exact same thing for you men. I really feel bad that porn is normalized when it really does corrupt a mans morals and values
>>38276861
How does it corrupt a man's morals and values?
I dunno about cuck shit but that's a pretty nice gif
>>38276339
>doesn't even have a girlfriend to get cucked by
>instead of imaging a girlfriend, he imagines a girlfriend that cucks hom
pretty fucking beta.
but I kind of get it, it is hard to image yourself in the starring role with no experince