>have four older brothers >all of them have are handsome,

>>38273315
My siblings take all parental resources and I feel eternally grateful for the scraps of affection I receive.
That's why I'm here.

My sister got married about a year ago after finishing college.

I'm a 20-year-old NEET who recently applied for a job at a gas station.

one of my brothers is diagnosed autistic but has a stable job
2 of my sisters are degenerates
one of my sisters is young and has shit grades but is a nice person
my other brother gets 3k a month from the va and has a degree in accounting and a house and family
im in trade school because i had shit grades in highschool and got denied for the military

>>38273315
Chad younger brother who I'm pretty sure my mom has a crush on

I'm pretty obviously the black sheep. My older sister and oldest of my younger siblings are both married with families and good jobs. The other ones are mostly in high school. I dropped out of high school and eventually society. No friends. Had a family once but that didn't work out because, while I'm not quite crazy, I'm crazy-adjacent. I'm the weird uncle with the big beard who owns a lot of guns and goes grocery shopping at 4 am so he doesn't have to talk to anyone but the clerk. Not a danger to anyone, but I look like I would be, I guess.

>>38273315
>two sisters
>one has her own place with her boyfriend, gets 1200 a month babysitting, gets paid to wear athletic gear, and wants to open her own online clothing boutique
>one is in college upstate and is gonna finish in another year in spite of literally missing a part of her brain
>both are fucking gorgeous; the second one has eating and self-image issues and dates shitty men
>I'm the weird/autismo one, but also a fucking genius and somehow not a virgin or a NEET
>basically a tie on the drug thing between me and the second-mentioned sister