>I literally cannot remember what affection is supposed

I like you and the contributions you make to this website.

That's how it feels.

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>>38268735
>tfw the closest thing to happiness I have is liquor

>>38268767
I might as well hang myself if this is as good as it gets.
>>38268777
You have trips now though

>tfw sometimes I literally squirm when people start touching me when I wasn't expecting it

Affection makes me cringe. Even when I had a gf it made me cringe.
That pure teenage love in her eyes when she was looking at me was so disgusting.

>my dick literally twitches if someone touches me unexpectedly
>even with pets or something as simple as tree branch leaves
How lost am I?

It feels really warm and comforting if it's with someone who cares about you.

>>38268933
You are done for my friend. At this point suicide is the only option.

>>38268980
>It feels really warm
Uh huh.
>and comforting
Mmm hmm.
>if it's with someone who cares about you.
You lost me.

>>38268933
>girl is sitting close enough for me to feel the heat from her body
>Instant boner
>Get a rush as I start fantasying about banging her

>>38268933
Holy shit, your wizard powers are kicking in

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>>38268735

I can't remember being hugged in the last 5 or so years, not even by family.

Its my own fault because I use to always reject affection from my own mother so she eventually just began to think I don't want to be hugged.

>>38268735
You must truly be a terrible person

>>38269246
Imagine being so underage that you think the quality of your life is proportional to your character.

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>>38268735
>I literally cannot remember what affection is supposed to feel like
I've never even felt affection before. Consider yourself lucky.

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>>38268735
>tfw I've never felt affection from someone that wasn't a relative

>smell a grills perfume
>instadiamonds even if there is no girl to be seen
Absolutely lost

>>38269256
Is that something underage people think? What would it be about turning 18 that alters your views?

>>38269306
This whole "intentionally dense" format of arguing can't die soon enough.

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Last year a cute chick looked in my direction and gave one of those cute smiles like you see in movies. My body literally reacted like I had a heart attack. I feel like I'm too far gone at this point.

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>>38268735
bro i dont even know what i feels like to get replies on or in a thread. i literally get nothing, not irl and not online.

>>38269349
I feel you
No one even replies to my baits

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>>38269033
>>38269091
>>38269183
Are you telling me this only happens to me?
Are you seriously telling me this doesn't happen to you?

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>>38269463
>325rvg35hy24eqv54

>>38268818
this. why do we resent affection on some level? Is it because we hate ourselves so much?

>>38269567
Im sure if i went no fap i would get hard from all the telepathic sex

>>38269835
I fap at LEAST once a day, man.
I've actually started ramping up and I don't fucking know why even though I'm well-past puberty.

This has been an issue for years though, so it's not like I've suddenly started experiencing this phenomenon.

>>38268818
>>38269607
It stems from the age-old instinct of submission. You lose respect for people who show affection because they are putting themselves in a vulnerable position that you have the option of accepting, demeaning, or ignoring.

Accepting it means you respect the person.
Demeaning it means you disrespect the person.
Ignoring is means you aren't sure if you're willing to respect the person.

>>38269567
don't worry lad you aren't alone there's atleast two of us

>>38268735
SPOOOON

>>38270367
Thanks, man.
I don't wanna be alone in this.
You're my dick-twitch brotha.