Help me /r9k/ I feel shit and I don't know how to deal with it, I've lived 18 years on this earth happily but suddenly recently whenever I look at anything cute or sexy on the internet to fap I suddenly become overwhelmed by feelings that I'll never be that cute/sexy which then causes me to realise I'll probably die alone and it's making me feel physically sick, I can't sleep, I want to cry, what do I do?
Stop being so self-absorbed and fixated on appearances.
Try to get a productive hobby like horticulture or craftsmanship
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Well you can do HRT and be that kind of "cute and sexy"
Or you can realize that there's more to life than how you physically look and you have a lower opinion of yourself than other people do of you