Any schizos out here? I quit 4chan for 2 years because I thought

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Also the pic is my 18 tear old parrot who died a month ago. I've had him with me since I was 5 and he was a baby. How do I compensate for now having zero (0) friends or company?

>>38260619

Honestly, it makes no difference to me if I'm here or not....still just as psychotic.

Your parrot looks like he was beautiful, sorry for your loss.

Schizoid, but I don't know how that relates to schizophrenia or other schizo-type "disorders." I have bouts of psychosis, but they don't involve hallucinations, just really scrambled and disturbing thoughts that are more akin to a silent nightmare playing out in my head while my brain is simultaneously trying to process waking reality.

I really hate social interaction, beyond limited interaction online. I can't manage intimate relationships, and quite honestly, I am content just to release any sexual tension through fapping for the rest of my life. Although I've tried to date off and on, I quickly felt suffocated by having other people be involved in my life in any definitive capacity.

>I quit 4chan for 2 years because I thought it would help me
4chan is just a timesink for me. I don't want "help," I just want to be removed from my surroundings until I can go to sleep. No, I don't use drugs for that. Then I would just have another problem to deal with.