any other anons here with depersonalization issues?
>wake up full of mind fog
>everything feels dreamy and unreal
>cant enjoy playing games or doing anything because it all feels unreal (and because it feels unreal im not getting any pleasure)
>around 10pm i start getting tired
>mind fog slowly drifts away and i sort of feel down to earth for the first time that whole day
>fall asleep because im too tired
>next day it's the same thing all over again
Fucking hell. Same here. Can't even enjoy video games. Even, though I have plenty. Same shit every day. Except, I have a shitty wageslave job.
>>38260795
i thought activities outside would help with it becoming less frequent but i guess no reason to look forward to that then
I dealt with that from 16-18 because I had zero social contact with anyone. I began to use the internet heavily and talking to people more and it gradually faded, but that's just me. I have relapses sometimes, but they're very infrequent.
>>38260916
Same. Fucking tired of this shit. I smoke 2 packs a day. Don't drink though.
>>38260942
last year I used to be in this sort of circlejerk of people on steam and i'd have social interaction daily from 3 to 12 people.
now im barely getting any social interaction anymore, im lucky to get at least 2 people sending me messages every 1~3 days. feels like the lack of social interaction could be a main cause for it
>go outside
>look at something in my street
>wait, something isn't right
>spend 10 minutes figuring out whats wrong
>can't figure it out
>go back home confused
Stimulate yourself brehs, else it will make you dull. Intellectually, personal fitness, being a neet is like free cocoon mode to become something beautiful, try new perspectives
>>38261119
i want to stimulate myself with xanax but the fucking psych won't prescribe me them again
>>38260474
>depersonalization
I used to have that shit spontaneously and quite heavily a couple of years ago, it kinda stopped though. I remember it not to be entirely unpleasant though.
>>38261026
It was a situation where I channeled my energy into a certain shitty fandom community site that shan't be named, but I gradually began to break down a lot of walls I had unconsciously built up over time. I feel it had more to do with the combination of social interaction and mental stimuli that finally brought me out of it.
Time for drugs op