>try to start hobby
>slow progress/no progress
>give up
>hate self
How are you supposed to overcome this?
>>38259244
Numerology
origamisenpai
>>38259292
I dont think that would help anon
>>38259292
>Numerology
Why not actually learn mathematics and become a number theorist? Oh, I know, that's too hard.
>>38259244
>start hobby
>invest hundreds of hours into it
>spend money on it
>lose interest within a year
>time and money lost that will never come back
>have a fear of spending money on my hobbies now
Why do I have to be like this
>try to start hobby
>read about it
>read some more
>keep reading and never actually pick it up
>answer stupid question from people who just jump in blind
>feel slightly envious of them
How do you start something when you still don't know enough about it?
>>38259244
>play guitar for 8 years
>really into it
>can cover others song and have somewhat good technical capabilities
>cant produce anything original
>no imagination
>no musical talent
I just want to fucking scream. It just sometimes feels like a waste. I don't bring it up anywhere anymore because I don't want others to hear how much I actually suck. And then there are these people who have held a guitar for six months and already write their own music.