>yesterday
>eat a large burger king meal with two extra burgers
>go home and have entire 500 ml tub of haagen dazs ice cream and some crisps and diet coke
>have coffee, which ruins my sleep
>wake up and tell myself to eat nothing except coffee today and give up junk food forever, then give up coffee tomorrow forever
>tell myself to stop beating myself up for never having had attention from women- stop having hope, I am already blackpilled
>go to gym and am weak due to awful sleep
>go outside and don't even look at qts anymore
>on underground train
>randomly see two 9/10 blondes
>picrelated literally happens
Life sucks when you don't have FACE. I feel like going to mcdonalds and restarting the first day of the rest of my life tomorrow
>>38252495
been there my dude.
the other day i did ecstasy and stayed up until four or five in the morning, and had to call in sick for work the next day. i was way weaker in the gym too, and felt shitty about everything, because the enormous hierarchy of the world just felt so strong, and i felt so at the bottom of it.
fast food is just distractions from sad feelings like that.
everybody knows this and everybody struggles with themselves about stuff like this.
in order to get a 9/10 you have to be better than 90% of guys.....