When was the exact moment you finally realised that you no longer had any irl friends?
>>38252128
when they stopped texting me asking to hang out
They all slowly stopped responding to my texts. Eventually they deleted my number I think, because when they would respond, they would say "Who's this?" When I told them who I was, they'd stop responding. The worst part is, we all lived in the same neighborhood, so I'd walk outside and see all my "friends" riding around in a car together or something. The final straw was when I was near tears, desperately trying to find someone to talk to, I texted everyone in my phone. The next day, someone responded. The text didn't make much sense at all but I didn't care, I texted him back.
Then he texted "oops wrong anon"
>>38252128
When I burnt the bridges myself.
My best friend stabbed me on the back, and I was so utterly hurt by it that I cut ties with every single friend I had at the time out of fear that they may do the same thing.
I brought this upon myself.
>>38252128
Never really had any to begin with so the concept of losing them never really occurred to me. However i did/do envy people who are able to maintain and manage a "relationship" of sorts with them though as i grow older the idea of finding someone with similar interests even as a friend fades the idea the concept all seem foreign to me. The pain of loneliness comes and goes but that too is just another fading fragment that i actively suppress.
It feels good.
>>38252138
Dan? 0rigional
When I "lost" my one friend's number because I didn't want to hold him back. Also when I met one of my "friends" once he he laughed at me when I told him that I was still a virgin.