>tfw don't wanna live anymore but too much of a coward

Every moment of every day, anon.

Yeah probably everybody on this board at least, most people on other boards.

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Was thinking about this earlier.

I know this feel all too well, anon.

You just need something to push you to it. A catylist for which you to finally decide you've had enough. There is no more time and you must die. Nothing accelerates suicide quite like a ticking clock.

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>>38246456

sometimes I stop researching suicide to visit this board

>>38246456
>>38246629

Do u have a cute ass? I could fuck you to bring up your mood desu

>>38246456
Every day I wake up happy until I realize I'm still not dead yet.

>>38246456
every day brobot.
BBC posted a video on normiebook about a teen who could die in their sleep and asked "what if you could die in your sleep?" and i was like, "that is the dream, isn't it?"

>>38246717
>Do u have a cute ass? I could fuck you to bring up your mood desu

I have a nice ass from squatting at the gym, but I have hemorrhoids.

>>38246456
Yes. Due to my mental ward visits I can't buy a gun but now that I have access to herion im just going to shoot up like 3 grams and fade out.

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>>38246456
death by slowly aging
or you could just do it the easy way, drugs and alcohol

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I wish I could just go into a doctors office, sign a form, and have the doctor inject me with something that puts me right to sleep for good

But nope, I don't have the right to die. I have to suffer or do it myself the messy way

I despise people for this reason. (yea I know edgy, etc.)

>>38247474
move to Switzerland
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l-_uEmdmSsY

>>38248517

I think you have to be terminally ill though. I do not believe they allow it for psychological suffering

>>38248575
>you can only commit suicide if you're already going to die
Do you know how stupid that sounds?

>>38248597

Why am I in fault of being stupid? I'm just stating the way it is....

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>>38246456

>Countries not yet having medical suicides as an option for people who tried everything and nothing helps

Fucking normies don't give a single shit about people like us. They'd rather watch us suffer and crumble to pieces wanting nothing but to disappear or try to end it ourselves and die painfully and/or slowly or fail and ruin our lives even more because "Your family cares about you! You can't do this to them!". Fuck off, they created us selfishly assuming be would want this. They signed up knowing this is very possible that we wouldn't.

And the "help" normies are offering? Things all of us went through already. Therapy? We've been there already. Meds? Don't help enough. ECT? Feels fucking weird and unreal.

Just let us go.

i live for nothing, no friends, no achievments, and by the looks of it; peoples lives including mine will continue to stagnate and growing more and more meaningless

i dont want to die, but i sure as hell hate living