Anyone have a fear of death? I've died once in a dream.

>>38244646
As a kid i did cry sometimes because of the realization i would be dead at some point. Not excisting anymore seemed like such a tragedy when life was so good. Now it's just dying that scares me.

I'm kinda excited about death because I'm curious what the afterlife will be like.

>>38244814
That's an interesting way to think about it. What if when you die you just cease to exist, you won't feel anymore but you won't have thoughts anymore. It's nothingness

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>>38244845
I would still be excited because at least my suffering will end.

>>38244845
>>38244814
Im a polytheist or whatever. I'd really like to believe in god, but I'm just scared it's gonna be nothingness, but I wont be able to comrpehend it's nothingness because my brain is dead. It's just too peaceful. I'd really want my consciousness to just seep into another person or something. Afterlife would be good, but the critic inside me says otherwise.

>>38244646
I'm not scared to die, I just don't want it to hurt, I'm scared of the pain.
I'd off myself right now if I had a quick painless way to go about it.
Although I don't dream much anymore and when I do it's just boring real life shit, and I'm always aware it's a dream so I do wacky shit until I wake up.
Every time I'm a bout to get laid in a dream I wake up just before it happens and I get very upset. Sometimes when I wake up my dick hurts.

>>38244896
I was pretty skeptical until I started reading a lot about near death/out of body experiences. Maybe it's all just hallucinatory, maybe this reality is so as well. I guess we'll never find out lol, maybe that's just part of the game.

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>>38244646
dude, at this point i fucking wish for death. i never had a single person to love me, i'm an evil bag of shit so it's impossible to love myself, i never even knew i had a mother until just recently. i know about the "love yoursel"f meme but theres no way i could love myself if nobody loved me. its just completely illogical to think otherwise. self-help books are a fucking meme, theres no way to convince me otherwise.