I'M A SCHIZOID AND I CANT STOP FUCKING MAKING SHIT UP TO EVERYONE WHO I COME INTO CONTACT WITH.
I JUST DO IT WITHOUT EVEN REALIZING
I WOULDN'T EVEN CALL IT LYING/BRAGGING, I THINK I DO IT TO PROJECT AND IMPLANT DECOY'S OF MYSELF ONTO THE OTHER PERSON WHO DOESN'T REALLY KNOW ME BUT ASKS A QUESTION.
IVE PROJECTED AND IMPLANTED A DIFFERENT PERSON ONTO EVERY SINGLE PERSON THAT IVE COME INTO CONTACT WITH.
I SHOULD PROBABLY TELL MY PSYCHOLOGIST THIS NEXT TIME I SEE HER.
>>38243406
Don't worry, they could tell you were lying to them.
>>38243439
This
I knew someone that did that and I would constantly call him out for lying but he would just brush me off. Wonder what was wrong with him
>>38243439
Nope. I've been doing this for my entire life.
It's because as a schizoid I have nothing inside me and the only way to appear normal is to make up things in order to appear like I a person and not just a empty robot.
Speaking to a psychologist is the only time I'm not in that mode.
I don't say anything outrageous, everything I make up is average, but it's so thought out and detailed, I'll even do research on what I am going to pretend to be when I know I am going to be put into an environment where I'll have to appear normal.
>>38243406
That isn't what schizoid is.
>>38243406
i know it's difficult but you need to get that under control otherwise your relationships will surely suffer. i'm schizo too and my symptoms show up a lot when i talk to someone unless i fully think of what i'm going to say before i say it. it won't be easy but soon you will be able to without even thinking about it.
are you getting treatment other than therapy?
>>38243508
Do you feel like you're just a cold, calculating, consciousness sometimes?
>>38243511
hi, >>38243515 here and schizos have lots of different symptoms that you wouldn't expect. op's in particular is a form of delusion and i'd definitely consider that a symptom of schizo spec mental illnesses. you don't even have to believe your delusions to be delusional
>>38243511
I didn't say that's what schizoid is. I'm just saying that's something else I do, and it's mainly because of having SPD.
I am clinically diagnosed with Autism spectrum disorder,Schizoid personality disorder and severe depression. Had a very late diagnosis as I didn't goto a doctor for 15+ years and never went to psychologist until I was nearly 30.
>>38243534
lol. nice job with your google-fu