Why do i fuck everything up then think about it for years and

>>38242062
Yes.


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>going to party
>"Okay, time to be social"
>barely participate in conversation, and get caught off-guard when people ask something personal
>hate self for the next month
>go to another party
>"This time i'm not gonna be a recluse, i'll actually try conversing with people"
>act like a loudmouthed attentionwhore
>hate self for the next month
>Repeat, but no rinse

>>38242196
>>"This time i'm not gonna be a recluse, i'll actually try conversing with people"

you always think life will have some fuckign remorse but it never fucking lets up i seriously cant catch a break. i always do everything wrong

>>38242062
>think about just how easy my life would have been if i didnt have (not so much anymore) crippling depression and made a few better choices
>could have not gone to university and started working immediately out of school, would have saved so much money, i got my degree but it got me no relevant job and now im so far behind everyone
>could have invested more in bitcoin and not had to sell what i had when i was fucking broke due to not working for years due to depression