>failed college >No friends >No gf ever >Alcoholic

Haha, that sounds just like my life.
It's not really funny, more sad.

I can't find any good alternative to suicide.

>>38240769
There is no-one who can't be fixed, anon. Most people here are gonna tell you to kill yourself. That's pointless. Find a way around your alcohol problem first and then uhm, do you have a job ? Are you talented at something ?

>>38240864
Not op but I have a very similar situation and am also struggling to find a good alternative to suicide.

My use of alcohol doesn't have a huge effect on my life, I could improve a little from cutting down but not a lot.
I have a job and it's fine for now but it's really simple, leads nowhere, is extremely repetitive and pays really bad.
I have no education or skill which could get me another job that's good in the long term.
For some reasons I also really want to move far away but I'm completely stuck in this city because I'm so undesirable for employers.

Self improvement is pretty much impossible for me since I can't put effort into the stuff I want. This means I'll never get an education or valuable skill.

>>38240769
im on the same boat.
suicide is tempting