I don't know what I want. No hobbies. No desire for women.

all i want is a career.
i'm so sick of feeling like a piece of unwanted, unsuccessful shit.

i wanna be able to feel good about myself when i meet new people.

>>38230026
I want to have never existed. But I can't make that happen. So instead I just do whatever I feel like which is usually nothing

try reading anon. I recommend george owell's animal farm. I finished it recently and is really good. Its bout a bunch of farm animals that had an uprising against their human opressors. The book is targeted at Stalin too so yknow that shit got real in the 1940s

>>38230026
All I want is to shut myself from the outside world. Small place to live (like one room or something) internet and enough money to buy food. That's it. Just be left alone to rot to the end of days.

>>38230121
If you want something a bit more comedic, I would recommend Robert Rankin. Dry British humor in book form.

Things I want
>low-stress job that pays enough so I can have a comfy life
>comfy small apartment at a decent location
>hobbies to occupy my free time
I already have 2/3, but missing the last one is real bad, since I'm constantly bored

>>38230026
Get money. Treat it like points. Start accumulating as much as you can. Don't spend it on any stupid shit. Doesn't matter how low your income is, save it.

When you finally discover what you really want to do, you'll hopefully have enough resources to make it happen.

>>38230026
I started running c25k and now I'm busting out 3 5ks a week.
It's like the most rewarding thing no one ever told me about.
It hurts, it's hard, but the reward for the grind is real, you get a significantly better meat puppet.

Fitness is probably the single most enjoyable thing in the world and I'm going to be really fucking sad when I get old and can't do it anymore.

>>38230026
I know your feels anon.
Ive tried a few things but i get bored of them, work being the worst offender.

Just stick to movies and vidya, it always comes out on top in value, convenience, ease and entertainment. Nothing else comes close to be honest.

i just want irl friends.
>cannot hold hobbies because i go through phases of being into them

Find what you are good at, everyone possess a skill they can use for personal gain. Even small accomplishments are victories and it is sweet.

>>38230920
is time to get on that path to neetbux

>>38230026
Try helping people, it feels good. Volunteering is a good way.

>>38230968
I'd say this is a reasonable place to start. Also check out the MMM and ERE websites for more ideas.

just do a lot of drugs op