How do I stop being a terrible, sexually deviant person?
I consistently fap to the only girl I've ever been interested in. I'm obsessed with her. Sadly we went our separate ways but I'm still following her online presence. I even mulled over the idea of setting up a spy cam in my car so I could film her walking from her car to the entrance every day.
On top of that, I frequently show my penis to (18+) girls on omegle and get off to their reaction. I always ask first, but I still feel like I'm wasting time that could be spent doing something productive. I spend hours and hours doing this some nights
anyone who's been in a similar situation, how did you break it? I have hobbies and interests like reading, writing, video games and anime but my urge to fap keeps me from them.
i need help