>tfw newly high and all the negative thoughts drift away

>>38222293
>all the negative thoughts drift away
just from the weed or are you high off a little dope as well?

Weed is the true cue to robot pain. I don't mind being alive at all when I'm high, I can sleep when I'm high, I laugh and smile when I'm high, it's 50x better than being sober. To all robots who wish to die, GO GET FRIED IT WILL HELP.

i dlove to try marajauna but cant due to my father becuas he would break my teeth out probably

i just stick to a few cigs a day but your picture probably smells good

whats that bit of stuff that looks like a brownie? how do you sue and it and how much?

I most likely will be getting some tomorrow, I'm so happy. Haven't smoked in 7 months and I'm buying an 8th. Cleaned my bowl and everything. Really hope my dealer comes through.

>>38222351
that's some hash

>>38222351
Why can't you smoke weed if you can smoke cigarettes? If he doesn't smell the cigs on you he won't smell the weed

>>38222370
how do you use it and how much does one use?

>>38222391
He wasnt just a ploce officer but he was in a drug task force and has arrested hundreds over marajuana

seiously though why is it illegal?

>>38222293
Because religious people made the law, and they feel that you are to suffer in this life to be le rewarded in the next one. So they banned it and sent everyone that doesn't obey the laws of the land, for the good book says to obey the law, to jail/prison, of which was originally meant to be a hell simulation for heathens, of which is the opposite of drugs, heaven simulation.

>>38222397
you can just break it down and use it like keif

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Wahahaahahhahahaha you fucking dicks! Wix dix! Lol! I'm high as FUCK right now holy shit tutti fruition I'm in a fucking high ass condition! Man you gotta get high and jack off! I'm high as FUCK! You are a faggot!

>>38222293

It works for a while.

But what happens when you're not high?

>>38222327

It's no cure at all. I wish it was.

Eventually, It will rob you of the energy you need to actually face the world. It will make you apathetic-- without even realizing it, apathy can place us beyond the borders of compassion and healing.

>t. 20 year smoker

>>38222293
You can, sell and stay lit Anon.

>>38222419
Kill him. Unironically he's one of the true monsters of the world. At the very least don't let the bastard control your life. Retard raging bigots like him are why it's illegal.

>>38222309
I just smoke some good hash, never tried dope. When my high peaks I get this feeling that all is right with the world

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>tfw get high and all the negative thoughts become more intense
>tfw smoke anyway because of social pressure
>tfw become even more autistic and regret it everytime

>>38222469
You ever get high and jack off? Who do you think about?

>>38222456
>apathy is a bad thing
The whole point of drugs is artificial happiness. They are meant to make you apathetic to real problems you idiot. Weed makes it okay to be bored.

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>>38222397
smoke it. It's more potent than weed so you smoke as much as you need to get stoned.

>>38222468
i dont get why its made to be so bad though ya know? can you chew it like tobacco or is that a waste?

and i know cigs arent healthy but i smoke like 5 a day and i dont think it will really fuck me up because ive been doing it for years

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It's different for me, I usually walk to the store whiling smoking a joint, get back home with food sit down at my PC and a wave of negative thoughts about my life come rushing though, it's why I barely smoke that shit tbqh senpai.

>>38222503
it looks like it would melt but could you roll just it in a rolling paper and smoke it?

or crumble it over tobacco?

>>38222493

>apathy is a bad thing

actually it is. Maybe you'll see why, some day.

>They are meant to make you apathetic to real problems you idiot. Weed makes it okay to be bored.

I know what drugs do, dipshit.

Boredom is sometimes a necessary driver to accomplishing things.

>>38222397
Break it up into little crumbs/balls and mix it with tobacco (usually dried). You normally use between 0.1 and 0.3 grams mixed with one cigarette in each joint, depending on your tolerance.

hahaha a marijuana high makes me feel soo bad and the thoughts are terrible, I'll never do that stuff again.

>>38222293
>Why can't life always be like this

Because you rely on a temporary intoxicant instead of cultivating the mental skills and habits that would let you experience real happiness.

>tfw get high and the black out panic attacks start
>tfw get drunk and all of a sudden any hint of emotion i had is gone and I want to kill myself
I can't even find solace in substances.

>tfw 300 mg of robogels down and not even buzzed

fuck this tolerance

>>38222456
When I'm not high I feel hopeless and without purpose. But that's partially rooted in unrelated depressive thought patterns. I've taken half-year breaks before.
The obvious solution is to just get high again, and I usually manage to keep myself constantly high by rationing and smoking little by little

>>38222526
No it doesn't work if you just chew it. The hardest to detect way to take it is probably edibles. You'd be amazed what parents will miss in regards to their kids if they don't think you're that kinda person. Besides you're old enough to make your own choices so he can't really say much as long as you don't do it in his house.

>>38222490
>You ever get high and jack off?
Sometimes, but I'm usually too lazy when I'm high

>Who do you think about?
random women from my life that I wanted to fuck but never could, or whatever whore is in the porn I'm watching

>>38222678

Sounds like me.

Combined with vidya, it's toxic for me.

I feel like a waste of skin.

>>38222541
It melts pretty fast yeah. I usually mix it with bud

>>38222557
>wanting to be driven
>craving your master's whip
>craving starvation
>craving craving itself
You're horrible.

>>38222613
>cultivating the mental skills and habits that would let you experience real happiness
Why should I destroy myself for a little bit of real happiness, when I can have lots of instant fake happiness and still just die in the end? What's "real happiness" to you?

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>sober for 6 months
>fuck this
>take weed and shot of liqour
>feel better than in past 6 months

Fuck my doctor and hes advice.

>tfw running out of weed and have no way to get more
I can't do the sober life. I don't know what I'm going to do, I'm getting desperate.
Is it too much to ask that I just have weed when I want it? I have money. I can buy it. I just don't know people.
I have crumbs left and I'm so stressed out. I shouldn't need it this much, but I do need it. I'm devastated that I can't get it.

>>38222782

>I better attribute all these things to this guy, instead of addressing the truth.

By all means, call me whatever you want. Go read the stranger by albert camus, if you want to see an exaggerated result of living an apathetic life.

and don't try to pitch vice as virtue --that's doublethink, I'd like to think you're smarter than that.

>>38222798

because the fake happiness will evaporate in a few hours.

real happiness will stay inside of you, it will stick to your ribs

>>38222351
You don't have to tell him ofc lmao, just try some weed, it will definitely improve your life.

>>38222397
Just use a lighter if it's hard and put some pieces in a joint with tobacco. You can use as much as you want, if you like 0.5 grams joints with weed you'll likr 0.5 grams joints with hash

>>38222862

>Go read the stranger by albert camus, if you want to see an exaggerated result of living an apathetic life.

I tried it. One of the most boring books I've ever read. Literally could not finish it.

>>38222977

Also don't tell me that proves any kind of point. Firstly I'm not the guy you were arguing with. Secondly I loved a really good book about a murder, Crime and Punishment by Dosetwhatever his name was. That was a good book.

The Stranger was BORING.

>>38222733
>you don't do it in his house
yeah im 20 and ve with em

im probably pathetic

>>38222901
i live with thm lol

>>38222859
I made a profile on Grindr to buy weed. I got a few dick picks but just kept asking guys it they would buy me weed in exchange I would give them $100 extra. I found this disgusting fat guy who agreed, it works well. I get none of the risk and he's happy he makes $100 bucks. We meet at a public car park at a shopping center, I give him the cash and he comes back 10 mins later with weed. I had to stop doing it though because here they do drug testing on drivers and it's super inaccurate, it picks up even if u haven't smoked for weeks. I can't afford to lose my license, honestly it sucks.

Anyway give it a go. Just be clear that you only want the weed, I'm pretty sure the guy I buy it from he thinks I'm gay because one time he was like "do you wanna..." I was like lol no thanks just weed thank you! Anyway as long as you don't about seeing a few dick pics it's probably the best way to score weed when u don't know anyone. Honestly the best dealer I've ever had. All other dealers are fucking losers who force you to smoke with them and watch shitty cartoons or play Gran Turismo when u really just wanna go smoke at home and eat junk food..

>>38223116
sounds pretty roundabout, going on grindr, and paying a huge fee? I'm desperate but I don't know if I'm that desperate.
isn't there any better way?

>>38222977
>>38222999

Did you think I was about to pull some intellectual snobbery?

This isn't a pissing contest for me. I'm giving you the genuine facts.

Apathy. Is. Bad. The only time it's healthy is in starting a road to forgiveness for someone against whom you hold a deep grudge.

and for small stuff that is relatively insignificant-- like some dipshit at work who bothers you, or for when you forget to pick up milk at the grocery store and it's closed now.

But if you're not addressing your personal problems and instead numbing them with drugs? You'll end up a suicide statistic at 35-40 years old, like I will. Don't be me.

>>38222293
>tfw you cant handle your problems like a mature adult and have to resort to using drugs to deal with your issues when we have servicemen who refuse to even touch the stuff because of professionalism while suffering from ptsd and while theyre off in the desert being shot at watching their friends die their wives are back home introducing the kids to their new father brody whos banging her along with every other asshole she comes across....original post confirmed

>>38222653
>panic attacks

A few years back I hit a point where every time I smoked, I would get intense panic attacks. I would get hit by complete derealization, and my mind would get stuck in 10 second loops. For example, I was having a panic attack at my friends place:

>one friend asks another friend to take a bong hit
>the Tekken 5 announcer in the TV says "get ready for the next battle!"
>this short moment replayed in front of me again and again and again
>just endless "go for it, take a hit" followed by "get ready for the next battle!"
>go for it, take a hit
>get ready for the next battle!
>go for it, take a hit
>get ready for the next battle!
>was sure I had gone insane
>couldn't break the sensation no matter what conscious effort I put into it
>feel legitimately scared
>finally forced myself up and went outside

This has happened many times since then

>>38222468
calls someone a bigot
>condones and even advocates the killing of an officer let alone for enforcing the law unto his children...kys

Why the fuck do Americans randomly get drug tested at work?!

>>38223169
>servicemen
Lmfao. You mean pawns of Israel?

>>38223169
you really trailed off into some weird shit at the end there

>tfw dealing and need a re up
>dealer says tomorrow 5 days in a row
>lose customers
>no buds to smoke for self
>kms.

>>38223233
most of our men dont give a shit about politics, its a job whether you agree with it or not and god be damned if we dont take out a few of the goatfucking bastards regardless of whos watch its under...you can hate what the military stands for or even its protocol but dont put in on the men out there dying for what they believe in even if its foolish at least they have the guts to do what they feel is right and accept the consequences

>>38223245
not weird shit its just common knowledge servicemen are getting killed and watching their brothers die while the sluts back home cant keep their legs together, you cant trust a woman as it is while you can watch them and keep an eye out but as soon as you ship out its guaranteed no girl will stay loyal and within a month will have already began looking around no matter who they are

it's the reverse for me

every time I get high I keep thinking how low IQ I am and how much of a social retard I must appear to everybody who has the misfortune to come in contact with me on a daily basis.

ugh

>>38223284
Lmfao. Yeah, they're soooo brave for dying for a bunch of zionist jews.
>most of our men dont give a shit about politics
Lmfao. That's what makes it even more hilarious when the brave mujahideen send them home!

>>38222798
>focusing on improving yourself instead of smoking pot all day is "destroying yourself"

nigga r u serious

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>>38222859
>tfw denmark
>tfw christiania

feels nice to have weed heaven a few hours away

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>>38223379
just look at this shit

welfnwljefn

>>38222419
Literally who the fuck cares whether something's "legal" or not. I swear, whites are so pathetic with this shit lmfao.

>>38223233
aww come on i go here to get away from /pol/

>>38223358
I read "focusing on improving yourself" as meaning something related to climbing the job ladder. Everything is about being more succesful, so you can get money, so you can become happy. But most jobs are complete shit. Not worth powering through that, just to maybe get a little happiness at the end.

>>38223513

But I didn't say that first, you retarded pothead, I said

>cultivating the mental skills and habits that would let you experience real happiness.

In what fucked up fantasy world do you read that sentence and think, "Hell no, I'm not gonna destroy myself like that!"?

Anything worth achieving in this life requires effort. The problem with going with the absolute lowest tier of instant gratification, no effort "happiness" is that by the time you realize it's shit, it will probably be too late for you to achieve any other kind. I'm not talking about getting a job but please interpret it that way so you can keep making excuses to avoid addressing your addiction.

>>38222480
The pinpoint accuracy of this feel, anon.

Really though, how do you guys become less paranoid/anxious when you're high? I almost never enjoy smoking with others because of my paranoia.

>>38222309
and here I thought weed was dope

>>38222351
> father becuas he would break my teeth out
aren't you a grown man?
if someone tries to hit you you have every right to kick their ass in full

>tfw too poor to buy more weed

>>38223582
Stop typing like some angry faggot
If it's not about jobs what is it then?

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I hear smoking below the age of eighteen can disrupt brain development.
I drank a spoonful of cannibis oil when I turned thirteen.
Now I'm developing symptoms of schizophrenia, and apparently they can be connected.
What do you think, robots?

>>38223593
same anon, drinking before makes it way better

>>38222293
coke and xanax is superior to numbing the pain

t. smoked weed for 7 years

>>38222456
Well that depends on what you are using, I'm high af right now but I know I'm gonna crash down tomorow

But weed is inocent, it only makes you lazy but that's not your problem

Tfw I've been doing my highschool for 5 years and only made it to the 3t grade cause I was to lazy to give a shit

>>38222293
>only smoked the medical kind my brother brings with him from Washington
>don't know anyone who smokes
>too much of a robot to find a dealer and get good stuff

>>38224152
When i was that age i was taking fat dabs and eating edibles that were such high doses it could knock out my 300 lbs body builder uncle, its not the weed youre just skitzo

Just saying, I'm fucking BAKED right now.

get graduation money, buy weed, fuck having a job

>>38223652
Is weed NOT dope?

t. Newbie in cannabis

>>38223179
I have start smoking recently, but the last 3 times I had panic attacks, cuz my idiots friends keep pushin me into paranoia what do? is this normal starting?

>>38222859
Take the seeds and try to grow it is your best chance

>>38223277
the worst.

>tfw dealing and loaded with buds
>no cussies
>put on weed leaf hoodie and go to club/bar
>stand around and wait

works every time.

>>38222293
anon, you do know that weed can kill you, right?
are you trying to die, anon?

What's your go to strain /r9k/?

>>38223179
Shit like that happens all the time with me. I usually just try to say something out loud or make a new noise to focus on. I also avoid sinks because they seem to trigger seizures in me. They just start changing colors and I get dizzy.

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>>38223206
A ploce officer to be more specific.

>catpcah: Please BROCK

>>38223179
I was staring at my laptop and everything was screeching in my ear, while my vision melted into bright but dull colors and everything was forcing me to look at the bottom left corner of my vision. It was bad.

>>38222293

Weed becomes so boring that I eventually stopped smoking it.

>>38222456
This
Every fucking drug bites you in the ass
How hard depends on how long you stay hooked
Which means it is never a lifelong solution

>>38225503
>being able to choose what strain
>knowing what strain your weed is

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>>38223116
>tfw i had a similar setup going minus grinder where one of my friend-of-a-friends who happens to be gay offers to sell me weed and dmt
>offers me ketamine one time
>only other drugs ive done was weed and obviously dmt
>disassociate hard, leaning against him on the couch
>he feels me up thinking i wont remember it
>doesnt go any further
>i remember everything
>never do ketamine again
>my face the entire time

>>38225947
>, leaning against him on the couch
you wanted the D

>>38226124
i distinctly did not want the d
i didnt want to lose my virginity to a dude, especially if it was going to basically be rape
cant blame him for getting the wrong impression though, everyone thinks i'm gay for some reason

>>38222293
>tfw steady supply of high grade from a reliable guy
>tfw my frosty ass bud is better than anyone else's in my area
>tfw buying an ounce and then selling half of it to suckers for double price, smoking for free
>tfw the suckers don't even mind because it's the best they've ever
>tfw being in possession of weed in the right place at the right time essentially resulted in me losing my virginity
>tfw high right now
>tfw it isn't even legal here

>>38222293
That all looks absolutely delicious, i wish i could still smoke but the reality is i did it way too much and it contributed alot to ruining my life.