>>38221909
you need a mental rest.
you can enjoy a line of dope with weed
>>38221909
Continue on the slow grind towards complete derealization.
>>38221909
Worship Chaos
>>38221909
Your picture feels like a spoiler for something
Reported and saged
>>38221931
>Cocaine + weed
What's this like I've never had them tigetger
>>38221931
I can't get lifetime supply of drugs
>>38221949
Derealization is scary. I already feel like leaving my body sometimes
>>38222011
You feel like you don't belong here
>>38222034
cocaine makes you feel like you finally have the energy to get started on everything. when you have a 'high thought' from the weed you have the drive to go and do it right then and there.
numb face and energy, but stimulants aren't relaxing like a nice opiate such as dope
>>38221909
>what am I supposed to do
The same thing you've been doing. It's ok OP. I'm completely dead inside as well