what does need to happen for you to start living your life to the fullest?
do you need to hold your dying loved one in your arms or get a terminal disease to stop caring about what others think and start doing what you really want to do?
why not just start living like you had 1 year left?
>>38220900
Because all I guess I want is to move to the woods and be alone, but I can't afford a plane ticket to Alaska especially with all my credit card debt. I don't want them looking for me for the money
>>38220900
i do have one year left. actually a little more.
i'm killing myself on my birthday one year from now. i don't have desire to do anything but speed up the time.
>>38220900
I'd need to not be broke as fuck, first of all
>>38220900
Because unless you are literally in that scenario you explained, it won't happen.
I don't do anything unless i absolutely HAVE to, i also have no perception of the long term of anything.
>>38220945
Why do you have to die Anon
>>38221085
i'll be 35 years old and not have a girlfriend.
i realized that life is pretty much meaningless and if you're not happy, even after trying hard for decades, you were not meant for this world.
WHAT DO YOU WANNA DO WITH YOUR LIVES!??