when did you realize you are a lesser person, and no matter what you do in life, you will always be the lesser.
and the only way you can succeed and rise up above the normies is the obvious dark path of our nigga elliot?
When did you realize that there is no leaving this place, you will never be a normie, the fabric of your being is forever this damaged lesser being and you are worth nothing dead or alive?
Well, I don't feel lesser all of the time, i'm trying to be a bit more positive but it's very difficult.
When I realise that people around me seems to get along with eachother, have relationships, marriage, and kids, I cannot help but feel bothered.
These basic things, which even I am a product of, I cannot do it.
In all my years I never even had a good friend, let alone a girlfriend.
Now why am I like this? No doubt I have only myself to blame but why am I so broken when it comes to social interaction? Why couldn't I just get along like everyone else?
And what makes it worse, besides feeling lonely, people treat you like a weirdo when they find out.
Though I wouldn't deny that I am one, it certainly doesn't make things easier.