I can't get over how stupid I was as a teen where I kept thinking of my older brother and mother instead of myself and missed so many opportunities because they might be mad or sad or something.
I wish I could go back in time and let myself know they will be the ones turning your life into living hell a decade later, so get a summer job you little faggot, pull all-nighters with friends, don't go for fucking family vacations where they only embarass you. Pursue your high school sweetheart, because she'll be jumping cock real soon. Live your life a little, you'll only lose things you take for granted in your 20's.
I don't think there's even ways to fix the damage, I probably couldn't get over this shit even if I won the lottery. I'm so sorry for my younger selves, you guys have endured it all in vain.
Don't make the same mistake twice. Get off 4chan!
>>38215876
It was never the problem, far from it, I've learnt to laugh at myself and notice that mommy isn't really all that great.
The problem is inside me, I've simply lost all drive one day. Too many times I interacted with people who had more luck, more support, more love in their lives, and it destroyed me. Made everything apparent.
I work on it, but scars will remain.
Same, wish I could start over this sucks