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Anyone else here feel like an inferior human? I look around at other humans and I feel like I was a genetic failure. I'm tall but that's about it, I've got weak looking features, a really small frame, disgusting sores on my arms/neck, an odd shaped head and face, weak lungs, strange gait and immasculine voice, sort of androgynous facial features, no facial hair or body hair. I look extremely young, weak, and fragile. I've been told I fall into the Uncanny Valley before. I get off work at the same time middle schoolers get out and a lot of them look more physically developed than me. It's like I never hit puberty, or only halfway.
Anyone else? Would taking testosterone help or am I pretty much just fucked? Is there a medical explanation for this?
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>>38214596
yes but it's miserable to dwell on that, why think about something that's just going to be shoved in your face eventually, you can't think yourself out of inferiority.
It's so horrible to be inferior, i'm sorry you know this pain.
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>>38214635
I just want to know why. What caused me to be this way? I've got 3 siblings, my sister seems to have similar lack of development, although not as severe as me, but my 2 brothers both look like grown men, full beards, healthier looking facial bone structure, increased muscular development, better frames. One in particular looks extremely well built, to the point I question whether he is actually my biological brother at all, he looks nothing like any of us. got a few theories:
>my mom was too old when she had me
>heavy drug use from a young age stunted my development
>my mom didn't eat right when pregnant with me
>poor nutrition from young age
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>>38214596
Do what I do, play along and be as horrible/weird/ugly as you can be for shits and giggles!
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>>38215022
I don't see any point in doing such a thing, to be honest.
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No, I'm 6'2'', so despite being a social failure, most of the time I feel superior to other people based solely on my height.
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My body is fine, I am very very inferior in social sense.
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>>38214972
I think about this all the time. I also believe that my growth was probably severely stunted. I got taller, but didn't develop masculine traits. I have narrow shoulders and chest, but wide hips, and my bones are even thinner than my mother's despite my father being bulky and masculine as all hell.
Possible reasons
>poor nutrition
>sedentary indoors lifestyle, low exercise, low vitamin D
>took depression and anxiety meds every day from age 14 to 21, might have affected testosterone levels and growth
It hurts to think that my life could have been exponentially better if my parents put some thought into how they raised me.
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I've felt like an inferior person ever since I can remember, and I know I'm a burden on society.
But you know what, fuck them. My very existence pisses society off and that's awesome
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>>38216615
Yeah man, it's a crazy thought path because there's just so many possibilities. Do you have siblings? Cousins? Other relatives to compare yourself to? Can get some insight finding pictures of your grandparents/uncles when they were young.
>>38216626
I don't think our existence pisses people off so much as just repulsed them
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