Feeling lonely, robots? Let's chat. How has your day been?

It was okay, it's 19:48 here so pretty much over
Nothing, r9k, mylol and being depressed

I still miss my ex even though it's been four months. How do I move on and find someone new? I hate being alone.

>>38214556
>How has your day been?
same as usual.
>What are your plans for the rest of the day?
Shitposting on 4chan
>Anything in particular on your mind that you'd like to discuss?
Why did you make this thread?

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>>38214587

Looks like we're in the same timezone.

There's no silver bullet for moving on, friend. It's been almost a year and a half since my ex fucked me over and it still gets to me sometimes.

>>38214619

>Why did you make this thread?

I'm bored and feeling lonely. I figured at least one other person on /r9k/ would be in a similar position and might appreciate the opportunity to chat to others.

I feel completely dead inside and see no future at all. What pills should I be asking my doctor for to get rid of this horrible feeling?

>>38214646
Sertraline, I'm on it and it proper helps you out.

>how has your day been?
contemplating death and the abyss
>what are your plans for the rest of the day
contemplating death and the abyss
>anything you want to talk about?
contemplating death and the abyss

>>38214646

Fluoxetine didn't do much for me but I felt like Sertraline helped. Not sure what the brand names are in the States but it should be easy to find online.

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>How has your day been?
Mostly boring.

>What are your plans for the rest of the day?
I was invited out for drinks but I just want to look at cars and listen to edgy music.

Anything in particular on your mind that you'd like to discuss?
I've smoked only a few cigarettes in my life but I think about it all the time recently. I think it would be very relaxing. I'm very bored, bored of work, bored of porn, bored of company. I think a vice would be nice, but I'm too stubborn to smoke, unless it's sociably.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=luM6oeCM7Yw

comfy tune

27yo couch potato here
>single/irl friendless since 07
that kid that the school forced on you because nobody liked/work 'friends' do not count
>grad hs in 2010
>got on ssi in 2011 because had no car and was in the suburbs and just sitting in the computer room on habbo 24/7
>got 'laid' in 2012 and moved to kentucky from florida
>tried to make friends but normies ruined it for me
>moved in my own place in JAN of this year
>picked up VN and learning japaneese
>brother's wedding is in 3months. he is 25 and the extrovert in the family.

>>38214742

Considered vaping? I know it's viewed as a mouth fedora but it's cheaper and healthier.

>>38214745

Here's a comfy tune in return.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TM7WZ78Gbns

I got to sleep in today which felt incredible, but I think I revealed some of my power level at work.
I needed to ask someone I supervise about something trivial and tried to be polite, like I always do.
>hi anon
>hi, how are you doing?
>she pauses
>I smile at her but must have done so in the creepiest way possible
>she's visibly uncomfortable, still not saying anything
>I'm still smiling
>she finally mutters "good, what do you need?"
>conversation returns to normal

What the fuck is wrong with me? Why can't I look like a normal person?

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What age is the preferred age to send a kid to preschool/daycare?

What age did you guys attend preschool?

>>38214780
I don't enjoy vaping, sadly.

>>38214798

I think she was just caught off guard by the question. Either way, she sounds the weirdo in this situation.

>>38214817

4? I think.

>>38214780
That was comfy, thank you. Have another one.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XaSVkb_XLt4

>girl on tinder matched with me at 3am last night
>asks if I want to come to her place
>wake up at 10 and see way too late
oh well

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>>38214861

Assuming she isn't just a run of the mill roastie she should still be interested in you, friend.

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>>38214556
I invited this church girl from my old high school to stop by the gig I'm playing in for our hometown tonight. I don't think she's that interested though, and I doubt she'll show. That's fine though, I didn't really expect anything to happen.

>>38214861

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i3AtRBlRQ-I

Ah well man, do you really just wanna hook-up with some Tinder chick? I've always been about finding a gf myself.

>>38214892

Expect nothing and you won't be disappointed. It will a nice surprise if she shows up.

>>38214888
she never replied to my message, and double-messaging would seem desperate so that's that, lol. figured she got someone else
>>38214913
same, meaningless sex is meaningless and unfulfilling, but I think losing my v-card could help me with confidence.

>>38214913

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kgJbLQtaQps

Not that guy but Tinder is for normies and roasties. Avoid it like the plague, it will bring you no pleasure.

>>38214940
well, I understand that, but at the end of the day, if you do end up meeting the right girl, you'll be sad that you didn't save it for her then. Lose it to someone you love, man.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4TV_128Fz2g

The last few weeks have been so shit, i have AS level exams which i feel like i am failing despite trying so hard. My depression has been more bearable lately but my social life is still so bad, i have not been out with anyone for about two months now.

>>38214985
>Lose it to someone you love, man.
My impression was that girls didn't really give a shit about virginity, or even viewed it negatively. I'm not much of a romantic, and although I like the idea of losing my v-card to someone I truly care about, I don't know if it's realistic. Maybe sexual experience would make me more attractive.

>>38214942
I'm stuck in a cycle of getting the app for a bit, realizing it still isn't for me, deleting it, then reinstalling months later to give it another try.

>>38215087
I've only slept with one girl, and it was the love of my life, who left me when I stopped giving her money for drugs.

Losing it to her, when I was at the peak of my love, was amazing. She thought it was cute, she had only one previous partner. I do feel you though, I always hear people, especially women, using virgin as an insult. I'm quite the romantic though so it mattered to me that I loved the person a fair bit more than usual maybe.

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>>38215158

I also suffer from this same fate.

>>38215158
I just wait until it gives the notification that you can swipe some more, spam the "like" button and wait for the occasional match.
surprisingly I don't really match with landwhales, the occasional matches I get are from pretty cute girls. It could work out for you, just don't get attached to specific people when swiping.

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Im gonna take a lower dose of my anti psychotics tonight to induce paranoia. Taking meds makes me depressed, and taking a little less of my medication will make me feel better for atleast one da. Is this a good idea at all?

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>>38215244

>induce paranoia
>feel better
>Is this a good idea at all?

No.

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>>38215263
IM TIRED OF BEING COMPLIANT I WANT TO BE A BAD BOY LIKE ALL THE OTHER SCHIZOPHRENICS IM TAKING NO MEDS AT ALL EVER AGAIN. IS THAT BETTER?

>>38214556
>How has your day been?
Getting depressed because I don't know what I'm going to study next year ( I dropped enginering this year and said I was going to find what I truly want to do in my life ).
>What are your plans for the rest of the day?
Videogame escapism
>Anything in particular on your mind that you'd like to discuss?
If anybody can help me finding a major I'll be really thankful

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>>38215286

NO, YOU GOD DAMN BUFFOON.

>>38215244
>>38215286
What anti-psychotics do you take? I take 2mg Risperidone 2x a day

>>38214556
meh, i appled for one job, played too much csgo. im getting better with the ak/m4, but not getting better at finding a job
im supposed to go work out later, but its been getting harder cause im tried all the time

i just think the job market it fucking fucked. i have a math degree from a good uni but i can't fucking find a job. no one wants to give me the time of day. i've applied to literally hundreds of jobs with barely any responses. it's hard to keep applying when youve applied to all these jobs before with no success. why are employers so fucking out of touch

>>38215365
I take 10mg abilify at night. It hurts to look at medication, I feel like such a failure in life. That's why im taking less meds tonight muahahahah

>>38215343
JUST YOU WAIT TILL IM REALLY CRAZY. THEN YOULL SEE. THEYLL ALL SEE!

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>>38215395

YOU FOOL, YOUR ARROGANCE WILL BE YOUR UNDOING.

>>38215429
LISTEN HERE KIDDO. NO MORE MR NICE PSYCHOTIC. IF IM GONNA LIVE MY LIFE IM GONNA LIVE IT NOW, WITHOUT THE HELP OF MEDICATION

>>38215395
Dude. Fucking around with your meds is not a good idea. You probably feel left out and trying' to get attention.

When I say 'trying to get attention' your probably feel accused, I'm not accusing you. I know what it's like. Loneliness can be fucking bitch and make us do desperate things.

>>38215513
Nah man, you're doing so unwell, no need to undo all the hard work. I believe in you, man.

>>38215566
*well, not unwell

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I have no motivation and no dreams. I do the personality tests, attend psychology seminars, read on psychology books but nothing. Somewhere there's a blockage along my mental "pipes" and i cannot find it but without resolving it i'm mentally disabled. Self-destruction impulse is making me do nothing.

>>38215520
>>38215566
I just don't know what to do anymore. If I take my meds I get better then worse. If I don't take my meds I get worse anyways. I guess ill stay on my meds, but this is getting to be too much to put up with. What do I do?

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>>38215604

Do you know what makes you happy? Or at least what you enjoy doing in life?

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>>38215636
>Do you know what makes you happy?
I dont know whenever it really makes me happy or i'm doing it because of habit.
>Or at least what you enjoy doing in life?
I guess i'm enjoying getting knowing myself. However it doesnt lead anywhere as i'm not changing.

>>38215604
same anon, have you ever tried lucid dreaming? if not, go for it

>>38215604
I know what you are talking about far too well... You need to process your emotion, experience them. Bad emotions. Truth is, you are living in your head, you are trying to think your feelings away. It will never work. You need to face your sadness.

>>38215618
I don't know what's up in your life, but I think you should connect with people face-to-face.
Be honest with someone you trust.

>>38215808
>have you ever tried lucid dreaming?
I just fucking cant. I'm scared shitless when sleep paralysis happens.

>>38215829
>Truth is, you are living in your head, you are trying to think your feelings away. It will never work. You need to face your sadness.
Could you elaborate on this.

>>38215618
I used to take 10mg of abilify every night but reduced it to 5mg after talking with my psychiatrist. If you want to change your meds, do it responsibly. Antipsychotics are no joke.

Have you told your psych that your meds aren't helping?

>>38214556
first time going to a psychiatrist any tips

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>>38215881

I dunno, friend. Be honest with them?

>>38215858
I told her that ive started hearing my name being called in public when I don't know anyone that im around but she just told me to watch it for a bit. Is this a hallucination?

>>38215881
just tell them the truth and tell them everything even if you think its irrelevant

>>38215881
>first time going to a psychiatrist any tips
The biggest tip, dont try to think what you're going to say just go with a blank mind.

>>38215846
Do you know what intellectualisation is?

>>38215899
>>38215937
>>38215960
i wanna be honest. its my own iniatitive but just asking

>>38215881
Mind sharing the reason why you are going?

>>38215980
>intellectualisation
Yes, i use this a lot.

>>38215995
depression, feeling empty, lack of direction, loneliness etc etc

tfw no female companionship
why must mind crave it so bad
i already know i am not worthy of nice things baka stoopid brain

>>38216005
Yes, it's a psychological defence mechanism that shield you form painfull emotions. You need to access these emotions, achieve that which could be described as catharsis.

>>38216101
>You need to access these emotions, achieve that which could be described as catharsis
I've figured much but i have no idea how to access them.

>>38216119
It'll be a real challenge to do it alone, you pretty much need to see a good therapist. Preferably psycho-dynamic therapy.

>>38216162
>you pretty much need to see a good therapist
I'd really visit one but there's no cash.

>>38216189
That totally sucks. However, I guess it could be done (atleast to some degree) with meditation and guidance/instructions you could get over the internet. Are you familiar with Richard Grannons work?

>>38216268
>Are you familiar with Richard Grannons work?
No, not really.

>>38216313
Well, his latest work on emotional literacy might be of use to you.

I'd also strongly recommend Pete Walkers work.

>>38215908
It could be from anxiety, depression, schizophrenia, bipolar disorder or any other number of things. If that is your only symptom and she recommended keeping an eye on it, keep an eye on it. Hallucinations are complicated and I'm no doctor so I can't give you a clear cut answer over the internet.

>>38216421
>Well, his latest work on emotional literacy might be of use to you. I'd also strongly recommend Pete Walkers work
Could you recommend some of his reading?