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>That feel when baby's first existential crisis
Do you still remember how it felt, robots? Can you still recall that one day when everything changed forever?
>Immense horror and desperation that doesn't goes away
>Nothing gives you respite, nothing gives you hope, no relief
>Unable to sleep at night, tortured by your own thoughts
>Waking up feeling normal and then suddenly feeling the dread again
>The world becomes 10x times more horrible, and meaningless
>No matter how you try to rationalize it, no matter what "answers" you get, everything is still beyond horrible
>Become afraid of knowledge, feel like science and consciousness were a mistake
>Feel like you lost something incredibly valuable you took for granted all this time, and now you are left forever with this horrendous sensation
>Legitimate suicidal thoughts
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Happened to me when I was 11 years old. Cried myself to sleep for 2 years.
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In fifth or sixth grade I became an atheist and struggled with reality
>if God doesn't exist I'm gonna be a rapist and a murderer and a sex addict
>oh so he doesn't exist
>still too pussy and beta to do that shit
>"haha I was just kidding myself"
>"haha I'll still try to be a better person God or not"
Than my mummy and daddy helped me believe again. Yup atheist for a week.
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