Robots, what keeps you alive? Fear of death? Some people in your

killing myself requires effort

>>38201493
lack of motivation to kill myself coupled with the awareness that some people would be sad if I died and my contributions to the economy would cease. I don't think I'm really worth the carbon I'm made of, but I don't think I'm worth much less than anyone else. It's all a wash, so I might as well just exist until I don't.

saving up my cum for the next fap

>>38201493
I honestly do not know.
It scares me that i cant think of an answer to that

>>38201493

That was a sad episode. It was bittersweet that they're still together in the end though.

>>38201493
Paranoia agent keeps me alive

>>38201493
Reasons in order of importance:

>would make my parents sad and probably end up with one or both also killing themselves
>fear of nonexistence or hell
>my own sense of ego and pride being violated by taking the coward's way out

>>38202213
Well, maybe I can remove or lessen 2 and 3.
>2
>Implying nonexistence is worth fearing, since there won't be a you to fear it
>Implying even if God exists, that hell does
>Implying that hell wasn't just blatantly false lies perpetuated by a controlling and corrupt church
>Implying an omnibenevolent and omniscient being is going to punish you for mistakes it not only knew you were going to make, but designed you to make

>3
>Implying it isn't a bigger stab to your ego and pride that you're self-cucking by staying alive for society's idea of courage
>A society filled with hypocritical pussies who aren't even courageous by the standards of said society
>Implying it isn't the ultimate pussy act to do what any of those faggots say when you don't want to do it

>>38201493
I found philosophical meaning in Christian Existentialism.

A combination of spite and morbid curiosity.

>spite
Dropping out of society or killing myself would give my enemies a sense of satisfaction, and I can't allow that.

>morbid curiosity
A lot of the people who I went to high school with are starting to crash and burn. Including several people who used to fuck with me. I can't exaggerate how cathartic this is.

>>38201493
If I died, no one would take care of my cat.
He is special needs and would be euthanized if I killed myself and that's not fair to him.

Also, I would not want my family going through my belongings after I died. I always think that I would sell off my stuff and set my affairs in order before I died, but that's a lot of work, and the whole reason I want to kill myself in the first place is because doing things is painful.

>>38201493
i don't have a reliable way of killing myself.Unless i go out and jump in front of a train or jumping off some huge ass building(these two involve coming out of my house which i absolutely don't want to.

>>38201493
Pain. I fear the physical pain I will experience in my last moments.
Also, I want my death to have some meaning. Like dying for a cause I belive in or defending a friend or something.

>>38202820
You could use the classic noose or aspirins actually

>>38201493
Nothing really. I don't feel attachments to others or being alive. I'm neutral on the matter.

Don't mind dying, but it'll be more interesting if I don't know how or when it'll happen. I

'll probably kill myself if I ever get bored though.

>>38201493

I must maintain my honor and continue my lineage.

>>38202846
If you're here I think you've already suffered of a lot of physical and/or psychological pain. Why don't suffer for the last time so?