I hate you guys. You remind me of nothing but a broken reflection.

>>38187824
Solid pasta anon.

>I'm too smart XDDD
Literally the only thing that reads from this post

>>38187824
>you lost
I lost? When did I try? I have never tried in anything career related
I hated school, I hated working, I hated dealing with loud normalfags
now as a NEET I can finally have peace and quiet
as far as I'm concerned I won

when America undercut it's self a long time ago trying to be the worlds charity organization and police. If you ever believe that the jobs are coming back whether it was Hillary or Trump you're a fucking idiot. It's done, we reached the end of it all and the only way to start again is to rip it up from the rotten core and start anew. People want the old ways, the old ways got us into this mess so what do you really want?

You want to talk about girls? The most beautiful girl I've ever seen is average looking, she's no "10" but she hold my heart, the only one who's eyes I can look into and the only one I see something in. She works, she wants to be something. But know somewhere down the line she'll get hurt in te rat race and end up bitter just like all the rest of this bitches. She gives me the time and I don't have the courage to even exchange a phone number, but there's no one who I feel I would rather be on with but her. And it's not about sex it's about that one girl.

I feel lost and I don't know where the fuck to go anymore, I can't kill myself because I still have this retarded senae of hope while everyone around me seems to have given up. My dad talked to me on the 4th, and told me he slept all day, he called himself lazy and I never seen my dad as lazy. My dad was out going and now all he does is sit in the living room and watches old westerns until the wee hours of the morning and know he has reached the end of his line at 52 and that kills me and I can't help but to feel I've failed him. Most positive and helpful guy you'd probably ever meet is just ran down and done, my power bad gone. Fuck it why should I, why should we even care? I spend most of my days now thinking about my parents dying and how I would rather be the first to go, these people 3 decades older than me.

What the fuck happend /r9k/ all I can remember is plaing N64 with my best friend and how good shit felt and how I thought I had a future then. But what now? What happpend man?

>>38187888
>now as a NEET I can finally have peace and quiet
as far as I'm concerned I won

Good luck being a parasite for the rest of your life.

>>38187888
OP here, you sound like me between 2009-2014. I got a job in 2014 and that shunted me into this idea that I could do it. I was Neet besides some college in between 2009-2012, but I was truly happy being NEET but now I don't want to be seen as a failure. Now I just want to be back there but it doesn't feel comfortable like it did then. I always think I'm the Nirvana line "I miss the comfort in being sad", fake happiness ruined me. I just want to lay in my bed all day listen to music and watch movies like I did then. I never felt worse than getting up working all day. Yesterday I went to buy some fireball whiskey and had some Asian clerk ask me why I look sad all the time, told him because smily all the time makes you look crazier than looking depressed all the time. I've effectively become an fucking drunk. There hasn't been a day for the past
yeat that I haven't been drunk or high. These people have truly beaten me down this time.

i felt like this before op but i got it together and work for this guy who owns his own company i was like you and resorted to alchol i just cut everything out that was bad for me and started over just focusing on living i listened to danny brown who feel is the true best rapper of this era XXX and Atroxity exhibition are great and helped me get over, people see him as nothing but a drug rapper but his music has nuance and meaning without coming off as judgemental and he really talks about his problems and if i ever get the chance to meet that guy ill hug him hard hes the only famous perso i ever want to meet and tell him how much hes helped me give his music a try i sit in bed almost ever nighy with his stuff on repeat and i feel motivated after every listen also repeated watchings of trainspotting and taxi driver helped

Not being funny, but if you got a job and you got nothing to lose, why not save some cash and go japan or something?

>>38187888
As far as the rest of the world is concerned, you've lost.

>>38188038
We grew up, that's what happened.
Fuck, those people who always said "Don't be in such a hurry to be an adult" were right, why the fuck would anyone want to be an adult if it means doing shit you really dislike and starve if you don't do it.

ive never wanted to be chad. theyre worse than i am. i just wanted to be with someone that sees all the bullshit and is not swayed by it.
its impossible when females have fitting in to society deeply woven into their genetics.

>>38187824
Real winners don't go on 4chan. Looks like you're the loser

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>>38187824
doing the same thing as the people you complaining about, "you" are looking for someone to blame, blame yourself

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>>38188154
>>38190059
t. cucks who care about what normalfags think about them. Me and my buddy anonymous here>>38187888 are gonna spend the rest of our days with all the free time in the world to do what we want, and there's nothing you can do about.

>i came here in 2007 and you all have failed me since then
>i browse the same edgy kid board for 10 years
>i am disappointed in you
>2017
>projecting this hard
I seriously hope you guys dont do this

>>38191666
Satan confirmed look in a mirror OP