I'm a 26 year old high school dropout 400lbs NEET who's

Tell us about your friend? It sometimes helps to reminisce on the good times.

>>38180631
He was kind of quiet around most people but not with me. He didn't talk much about his problems though. He was funny in a really unique way and we'd joke around like I couldn't with other people. He was good at fighting games and didn't like to lose. We met when I was about 12 years old and my sister was dating his brother, she brought me over to his house and I saw him making a map on Warcraft 2 and I was like "Whoa this guy likes stuff like that too, that's awesome!" We didn't always get along of course, and there were times where I thought he was a real asshole, but ultimately he was my best friend and I loved him. I've been going through all our old text messages on my phone and laughing at some of the dumb shit we talked about. I know I'm going to miss him forever and my life is never going to be the same or as good ever again.

>>38180968
This makes me sad. I wish I had a friend.
Why did he kill himself?

>>38180968
>I loved him
GAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYY!

>>38180506
>26
>high school dropout
>never had a job
>live with parents
Nice to see I'm not alone.

>>38180968
that really sucks man, did you think he was going to commit suicide or is this completely unexpected

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>>38180506
"Champ, you've just gotta pull yourself up by your bootstraps and cowboy up. I'll take you around town to look for a job, and I won't take no for an answer. It's all about speaking with a manager, looking him in the eye, and giving him a firm handshake to seal the deal. It's as simple as that."

>>38181039
>>38181079
I think he was unhappy about being almost 30 and working a not so great job to pay off student loans for a degree that turned out to be largely worthless, plus tfw no gf. He was pretty introverted so I guess he didn't feel like he could open up to people or ask for help. He hadn't been himself lately but I never thought he would do this. I just tried to keep things light and be there for him the best I could but I wish I could've done more.
>>38181063
Brother!
>>38181044
If that makes me gay then I guess I'm just a big fat faggot because I fucking loved that guy.
>>38181131
Thanks dad, I'll try to make you proud someday.

>>38181219
>If that makes me gay then I guess I'm just a big fat faggot because I fucking loved that guy.
I'm just yankin your chain OP. I get what your sayin. Your a nice guy OP to remember your friend

someone tell fit

>>38181219
I'm sorry about your friend, hopefully he's somewhere better than this shithole of a world

>>38181322
Thanks man, I know you're just breaking balls. You're a nice guy too.
>>38181363
Thanks. I just wish he didn't leave me alone.

And thanks to everybody else who took time to reply and share a few kind words. I didn't expect this to make me feel better but it actually has helped a bit. I'm still kind of in shock and it hurts a lot but it's nice to not feel so alone for a little while.

>>38181471
please go to reddit

>>38181516
Recommend any good subreddits?

>>38181599
r/weightloss