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i have no friends, ive disconnected from most others from high school (unintentionally, people just fall off i guess) and ive stuck with what i thought were my coolest funnest friendliest closest group of friends that I've had since high school. now after a couple of years of them not inviting me anywhere near as often to places as the rest in the group (prob once a month or less), theyve finally come clean, i forgot how the conversation came up but i think it started when my friend finally got a car and said he was going to start picking people up and driving places (usually it was only me and like two others who drove) and when i asked if i could be picked up he said 'you got gas money?' when ive been driving these dudes around for years (even back in high school) and never asked for any pay. i thought it was a joke at first but then after telling them that ive been picking them up for years without asking for anything in return, then they kinda collectively said (in the group chat that we are all in) that they only really hung out with me when no one else was available because theyve always just thought of me as like the 'free driver' and the 'spare last option friend'... i have always gotten this vibe from them but this is the first that theyve ever come clean and just flat out told me that. it hurts me so much. i have nobody else. they even went as far as to refer to me as '7-11 pizza' they said i wasnt good pizza but that incase the other pizza places were closed or they werent feeling like driving all the way over to a pizza place then 7-11 pizza was a mediocre alternative. end of story i suppose, no real point to this i just wanted to get that off my chest and explain just how cruel humans can get. i am just mediocre. and ive never mattered to anybody ever. and I will likely never mean anything to anyone ever.
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>>38174566
You were mediocre to people who did not necessarily connect with you,
When you find the right people you will discover your unmediocrity.
I found myself in the very same situation as yours except I "had" money (not much I just spent it all on them).
I've found my people and it feels pretty good.
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Can't you just kill them?
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>>38174961
its better that i dont bother them i guess
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>>38175848
Ok then can't you just kill yourself?
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>>38174566
hey man. there's hope for you. forget about your friends, but not about this lesson. there's a reason why things happened this way.
try this guy, listen to him and try to change your life from now on.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ifaPkMtkdi4
you gotta work for it though. you gotta work for it
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High school friends are shit tier friends. My friends in high school largely treated me like shit, and told me I'd be the first one to end up pregnant, with no job living off my mother. They would bully me when I was around them, and finally told me they only hung out with me because I was an "easy target".
I went off to college, got my degree, pursuing grad school now, and met some real, close, smart friends who are ambitious, treat me with respect, and have goals in their life. The high school trash I hung out with all have multiple children now, are on drugs, and never went on to higher education. I won, because I never had any mistake children like they did.
Moral of the story is this: rise above that trash. You are worth more and are better than that. You can find better friends who will treat you with respect. You just need to find the place to look.
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>>38176320
Elliot is the most based Chad, too bad he's gone into this crazy ass new age religion stuff.
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>>38176320
>>38174721
Thanks friends, I appreciate it alot. Was fully expecting people calling me a friendless loser but I am pleasantly surprised with all of the positive response. Definitely taking this as an invaluable lesson and will change for the better. thanks guys
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>>38176850
good for you man.
something that i'm working on myself is getting rid of habits that dimish me. porn, alcohol, shitty food, etc. maybe try that. when i indulge in this stuff, i feel like sliding back. not very good.
good luck
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Welcome to the darkside OP
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DLOth-BuCNY
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I can relate op
Time will heal your wounds its hard to hear that but in a few months you will laugh over that
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