>when you finally accept that you're not really such a good person and below average in most things
>Why should she invest time in me when I never do
>>38166118
it's truly liberating
>>38166118
Knowing your flaws is one thing, but it must not become insecurities.
I'm french and an artist of our country said that talent was the will to do something. What you have to understand in that is that you have to find a hobby that suits you and you'll want to work on it regularly. It can be anything, fishing, drawing, boxing...Just find something that will make you feel valued and proud of yourself.
>>38166240
When I do that kind of stuff I end up dropping it every time.
It just feels so pointless at times.
It doesn't matter if I do it or not, I'm not happy anyways.
And I don't have anything to waste all my life on, nothing grips me that much.
It's all just temporary stuff and I'm sick of it.
>>38166302
The thing is, you won't be good at something without putting a lot of time into it anon.
You have to know what makes you stop whatever hobby you start: is it laziness or lack of interest ?
>>38166342
Both.
I lack motivation do something by myself and also the willpower to force myself.
I did some self improvement but it didn't change to much and I kinda lost hope.
>When you realize that refusing to accept your flaws was the only thing keeping you elevated, and you descend entirely into wretchedness.