>loud, talkative, and social as a kid
>people kept telling me to quiet down and not talk as much
>become quiet and reclusive in teenage years
>just recently started becoming more like my child self
>tfw I was forced into an autistic lifestyle
>>38155083
lol why do people describe themselves as "talkative"? just makes me think you're one of those annoying people who love to hear themselves speak
>>38155155
I was constantly talking. That is why I described myself as talkative. Just like someone who doesnt talk a lot wouldnt be talkative.
Congratulations OP, you were a happy male child in an womyn empowered world.
If you were born 10 years later you would've been on pharmaceutical stimulants from 6 years old upwards.
>>38155083
>become quiet and reclusive in teenage years
>just recently started becoming more like my child self
problem is I become my child self when I started dating my oneitis and that's what fucked things up so bad. I wish that my quieter teenage self was still there but I had turned into my 13 year old self again, now it's to late and I missed out on teenage love, I think about killing myself everyday because of it.
>>38155083
Fucking goddamn shit. This is exactly what happened to me
>>38155083
>>38155233
>Always talking to older family members about technology and vidya
>Asking them questions about everything because I just wanted to learn non stop
>"Anon you must not talk alot in school because you never shut up around us"
>Become more and more quiet
>Now I barely talk to anyone including family
>Thirst for knowledge is gone
Pls end this existence