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>be me
>no friends
>try my best to leave the house but there is just nothing to do
>today literally just went to the beach,sat in a puddle,got wet,went home
>it has been like this for the past year,studying at home because cant afford to go co classes because of shitty job,i work as a bartender
>live with abusive mother ever since i was 5 years old,dad gives her money for shopping and she buys alcohol,comes back hme to abuse me and then when he gets back she stops
>told him this for the past 13 years he just shrugs it off
>i try to go to social events to not go crazy,at fry day go to different dancebars or regular bars to try and meet people
>everytime i go it's just people who come with friends and cant get a conversation going,no matter how i try
>come back home late,alone and try to forget the evening,wake up in the morning,make my self breakfast
>study at my desk for a couple of hours,sleep if i have nothing to do
>at the evening go on 4 chan in the dark
how is your life going?
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also
>a LOT of shit happened in my life
>over and over and over again things just go so wrong,so much anger and misery and is just too much to put unto 1 post
>simply numb to life,have potential but see no reason to accomplish it,just too fucking tired to live but cant take own life
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friends? is someone here?
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>>38153247
>no friends
pathetic. why are you blogging here? go meet people.
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>>38153725
are you fucking retarded or can't read?
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>>38153744
ARE YOU A FUCKING ATTENTION WHORE OR A PIECE OF SHIT?
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>>38153247
Weed helps me get through life
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>neet for 3 yrs now
>can't be arsed to care
>govt helping me find a job now, but progress is slow
>will die alone
>mind fog is bothering me more and more, but I'm trying to counteract it
>go out twice a week to my cousins to smoke weed and meet up with the same cast of people
>parents are on the brink of divorce, but I would like them to separate, so that's not bothering me all that much
>no intention of going back to school
>quit cigs last month
could be better, could be worse
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Yeah I got no friends either.
Where the fuck do you even get friends? How do you just walk up to random people with no reason to talk to them and then spark a conversation? I literally haven't exchanged a full sentence with a girl my age in over 5 years, how do I talk to them? I haven't given up yet but I'm just so lost. I even spent 5 minutes writing this trying to think of reasons people could like me and got nothing. How do people do it, it blows my fucking mind
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>>38153247
> went to beach
you DO realize that you are one of the few in the united states lucky enough to get to go to the beach right ? i mean seriously anon ? like 98% of the rest of the us does not have a beach
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