I have three questions for you:
>what are you so afraid of?
>what do you want out of life?
>what is the most important thing in your life?
>failing suicide specifically with fire arms
>probably to feel like a man and have a hobby i can do alone
>alone time
>>38141622
>not really afraid of anything
>want to help people (I'm a nursing assistant), to improve and maintain my health and fitness. Also that of my family
>most important thing in my life is accomplishing goals and being productive
>>38141622
>what are you so afraid of?
dying alone, it's not unlikely
>what do you want out of life?
someone to spend it with
>what is the most important thing in your life?
probably my pets
>>38141622
>losing my job so i have to stay with my parents/getting kicked out by my parents
>I just want a small house by the woods with no close neighbors so I can get some peace and quiet, maybe shoot my guns in the yard without worrying about getting v&'d
>not having to bother with other people, having the possibility to be alone
>>38141622
>The people I care about leaving me as a result of either my failure or success in life.
>Good times that become good memories, fulfillment in my career, having a family, and a legacy after I die.
>GF
(fuck off I ain't a normie)
>>38141622
>what are you so afraid of?
Really abstract forms of suffering like dying and being sent to solitary confinement in a small room for all eternity or realizing that solipsism is real and that I'm the only thing in existence
>what do you want out of life?
I want to be content and fulfilled
>what is the most important thing in your life?
I actually can't really answer this, now that i think of it i don't really place much value on things. Financial stability followed by maintaining what little friendships I have I guess