Hi chaps, i'm feeling really comfy right now Please, relax,

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>>38129476

The biggest dilemma in my life right now is what anime I should watch next, you reckon you could help me out here?

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>>38129767
I like anime but i only watch a few
If you wanna cute waifus and deep stuff id say Evangelion
If you want just a good time (but still cute waifus) there's Nichijou

Good watch! :)

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>>38129476
How can I stop feeling lonely and empty inside? It's killing me.

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i don't enjoy videogames or anything at all anymore. im hoping to start enjoying things again after i ask my psychiatrist to put me back on xanax

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>>38129881
I feel that feeling aswell
I have no clue, my guess is having a gf
I live in Europe and there's this cute eyebag chink that works in the Pizzeria
I wish i had the courage to talk to her, if i had, maybe i would no longer feel that "emptiness" that kills me

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>>38129869

The only redeeming quality about NGE is Ayanami Rei. Nichijou was good fun though. But I've already seen those two, any other takers?

>>38129881
There's a place you're always welcome, anon :3
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L9pQUKV9MuM

>>38129928
I don't know what to tell you
Tell me how you're feeling, call for some pizza, then tune some good music
It should make you feel better, it works for me

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>>38129961
Wew
Jojo? Never watched it
Watamote is good, if you relate to Tomoko

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>>38130036

I've seen the original Jojo and the first of the new ones. Diamond is Unbreakable has intrigued me for a while though, a lot of people seem to like the villain from it, I think you've sold me, arigatou yo! Most obliged.

Watamote was ok, I could certainly relate to a lot of nervy social situations she got into, it has its funny moments.

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>>38130125
No problem chap
It's always fun talking to robots

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I guess the only problem I have is a sense of loneliness. i've never really have a "best friend" or someone I feel like I could be open with. I really just want someone who I could play games with and talk to about anything, and it makes me kind of angry when I see people with these kinds of relationships. I don't think i'm a very emotional person but whenever I do have a problem I feel like I have no one to turn to, despite having quite a lot of people turn to me in those situations. I've no real goal with what i'm saying here, I just felt like rambling a bit. have a cute tomoko for the nice thread

>>38129928
Are you that crazy bitch who kept using that image saying she found someone that lived her etc.. how did that go?

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>>38130638
I feel you, i think we're all on the same boat
Maybe a lover is the only way we can feel our lonliness, that's what i like to think at least

>>38130638
I crave for the same thing, anon. I don't know what to do anymore. Everyone seems so distant and different. I feel all alone.

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>>38130645
Don't call her a bitch
That's not nice!

>>38129476
I've known this moderately autistic girl for about 2 years since we met as lab partners in uni, and my relationship of sorts with her is consuming my life. I'd say we probably text like 2-3 times a week and it's honestly pretty intimate, stuff like telling each other our (literal) dreams and exchanging gifs of cute animals and scary things. Despite this I haven't seen her physically for nearly a year, which I suspect is b/c she's either agoraphobic, or just doesn't want to give the impression of dating (hard to tell b/c she's very aspie). She's rejected me before since she's a lesbian so I'm not pursuing anything directly, although I'd obviously be lying if I said I still didn't want her to be my gf. The signals she gives me are so incredibly mixed with the intimate nature of our convos and her autistic nature, I just don't know where I stand. She's moving away in a few weeks to be closer to her family and work remotely so this just adds to my mental strain. I love her so much since I'm an aspie myself (although much less severe than her) and we kinda understand each other in that way.

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>>38130936
I wish i could tell you a solution, i can't think of anything
All i'm gonna say is i'm glad you took this out of your chest, that makes me think that you are actually protesting against this
No matter how this will end, we'll be here for you, you're never alone
If you believe in the Lord, you can always find refugee in his heart as well
I hope for a happy ending for this situation, anon

>>38131163
thanks I feel better telling someone about it

>>38130638
Totally same, It's really hard for me to find someone who I could talk to without any facade or inner bareer about everything and anything. My mind is full of unpleasant and killing thoughts that I wan't to share to someone who wouldn't turn away from me for knowing that. And therefore I'm sometimes really jealous about people who have lotsa good friendship memories and experiences.

A person I can game/chill out with would be nice too by the way...

>>38131321
Sorry for my cancerous English

>>38131321
Your english is fine pal
You can always tell me about those "unpleasent and killing thoughts", i'm in no way a professional, i'm just somebody that likes to help as many people as i can

Hey guys,

Seeing as we got some anime fans in, what are some good shows to get me started on anime?

Also hope everyone is keeping well, life sucks and the only real joy we get is sharing that pain with others.

Cheers :3

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>>38131571
I'm currently watching Evangelion and Nichijou
Evangelion is p good if you like deep stuff/if you relate to the main charachter
Nichijou is dumb fun but VERY well made

Jojo is fun i guess? Never watched it
Watamote has some good moments, if you relate to Tomoko

I can't think of others

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>>38131571
it really depends what you're looking for. some comfy comedy anime like kobayashi-san chi no maid dragon, gabriel dropout or nichijou might be a good start, or if you want something darker, with more of a story i'd recommend erased or attack on titan. as for anime with great fight scenes, your best bet would be my hero academia. if you're looking for something that will have you on the edge of your seat I would recommend deathnote or no game no life

>>38131625
>>38131683
Yo thank you guys, will probably start off with the more light hearted shows, have heard of attack on titan due to its popularity so will give that a shot too!

I just see so many anime images uploaded on 4chan it's like bruh maybe I should just watch these qt waifus in their shows!

Ty x c:

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Also anther anime watching related question, is crunnchyroll like the only way to stream anime or will I just have to find another way to watch it?

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>>38131804

Kissanime still works, use it as much as you can while it's there I'd say.

>>38131804
Crunchyroll is your best bet if you want to stream legally. If you don't want to pay and know how to torrent then use horrible subs. otherwise use sites like gogoanime and kissamine

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>>38129476
I no longer feel like I'm making progress in therapy.

I've been seeing the same psychologist and psychiatrist for nearly three years now, after a decade of being passed around to every kind of doctor you can think of. The guys I'm currently with have saved my life. They treated my bipolar mania, they got me to cut way back on the booze, they're helping me live with my paraphilia and even got me to the point where I can function while having intrusive thoughts and compulsions from the OCD.

But I still have an abundance of issues with OCD, and exposure therapy has been so painful that it's hard for me to even type about it on an anonymous imageboard. I've had my bipolar mania treated but I still get episodes of depression that make me miss work, fail to take care of myself and completely neglect everything important in my life that I could be using to get out of this rut. I may be learning that I'm not a monster for being attracted to the dead but that doesn't mean that I still don't have nightmares about it every goddamn night and lie awake for hours after fapping wanting to shoot myself.

I have support from my friends, and I've been told so many kind things from people on imageboards like this, but I know I need professional help... and I feel like I'm failing to communicate to my psychologist that he's no longer helping. I was drinking so heavily last month that I wound up in the hospital from related health problems last week. I don't know what to do with myself. I've tried communicating to him how hard it is for me to really be honest about what's going on and what I want to change but he seems to either not understand or isn't communicating his goals to me adequately. It doesn't help that he has virtually no idea how to treat the nightmares I'm having because his usual approach is for people suffering from PTSD, not whatever the fuck I'm dealing with.

Sorry for rambling. Don't expect a response, thank you for giving me a space to vent.

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>>38131903
I'd hug you anon :3

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>>38131959
ty anon
those dogs are fucking adorable btw

>>38131804
Try nyaa-pantsu on /g/ for torrents. HorribleSubs, Coalgirls, FFF, Sallysubs, etc.. also have their own website.

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>>38131903
I don't really know what to say or how to help you, but I want you to know that I'm routing for you. I hope you get better soon anon

>>38132023
Love a qt doggo,

Idk I try and think of life as a day to day deal not always reaching for a finishing line you know? Idk if it helps me really but I guess it takes the pressure of thinking ill one day wake up and everything will be fixed. Where in realty is just fighting everyday and if we're lucky we will have someone to fight with us on our last day.

Either way love you and I appreciate your existence, look after yourself and per some doggos c:

>>38129476
I can't speak to people. I can't find a job because of this. I literally cannot go to an interview or even ask for one in the first place.

>>38132153
You ever thought about writing novels? Could be a good way to communicate you're self to the world? :)

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>>38129869
Nichijou is still my fav anime, 5 years after I first watched it. I'm such an irony poisoned cynical sad person now, but nichijou unorionically brings me joy.

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>>38132146
thanks you guys, seriously. I'll definitely be taking your advice and taking it a little easier.

>>38131903
I'll respond to this anyway
I hope you believe in God anon, he may never speak to you physically, but he doesn't need to, go to a church, tell this to a Confessorium or whatever you have in America
I wish i could phisically help you, you should be open like you are right now to your psychologist, if you don't think he can help you, you can always try an alternative

If it makes you feel better, i cried reading this, what you're going throught must be hell
Everyone here is here to help you, you can always find refugee in our empathy
God bless you anon

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>>38132153
This is a question of practice
Talk to people, not physically (since you can't lole) but on discord or similar
You can leave yours and i could help by talking to you

>>38130936
Sincerely, taking you for sharing and best of luck anon.

>>38130638
I feel you. I've had a gf who has been my de facto best friend, as I don't really have other friends. But it's hard sometimes. We had a lot of fun, and she's a lovely and cuddly person. But the relationship felt dominated by her personality, like I was becoming subsumed into her. Trying to tell her about my problems was kind of futile. But breaking up with her, while it might be the right thing for us both, means now I have literally no one at all. It's hard.

>>38132199
you're a really good person anon and I'm sorry that I made you cry

I don't believe in any God, I'm an atheist. tried talking to a priest before and I shit you not he told me he couldn't help me and saw me out. I didn't go into any details of anything but I'm guessing that the principle of the thing was too offensive. maybe it was just a real shithead but needless to say I'm not trying it again. I do respect your beliefs though and just the thought of you wishing others well and really empathizing with them is extremely comforting. thank you.

>>38132370
God is something personal, not expressed through a priest
It's fine if you don't believe, but i like to think that a religious lifestyle could help people in need like you

No matter what, we'll listen and talk to you, you can always find refugee in our threads

>>38132525
Not him, but may I ask, why do you believe in God, anon? I cannot understand this concept.

>>38129476
i really like this one tomoko poster that is looking for a bf, i live near him but he said it's not near enough.
I can easley drive to where he lives or just rent a apartment near him as i can, as a airline pilot, work from almost everywhere.
how can i get him to be my bf, helpfull tomoko poster?

>>38132623
I was an athiest as well, i like to believe that, it doesn't matter if he exist or not, i always find comfort and peace in the Bible or in the Vangels (sorry if i got those wrong but i'm European etc)
It doesn't really matter if it's real or fake, i know that i can find peace there, like i can find comfort here, you know?

>>38132633
Get his discord i guess lole
If he's a Tomoko poster, watch/read Watamote so you 2 have something in common
I can't think ot much else

I find your story really cute tho

>>38132684
I wish I could experience that feel, but I just can't. Religion makes no sense to me, it's meaningless. I keep thinking about death every day and I'm so scared of it, because I believe I'll just disappear forever when I die.

>>38129476
I don't know if I should kill myself already or keep trying. I've been depressed for 8 years already, and nothing helps. I hate living and I'm tired of crying and waiting for something that will never come. I'm too stubborn and I don't like giving up and the idea of me killing myself, while everyone else continues to live happy lives angers and disappoints me so much. I want to prove them wrong. I want to show them i'm not a loser and I can be worth something. They will probably all laugh at me and be relived I finally did it.

I have accomplished nothing in this shit life. I know I could do something before I die, but I don't have the energy to do so. I feel like such a failure. I didn't even do anything with my pathetic life besides cry all the time, hate myself, play video games, and masturbate in my room. All these years of living and I literally did nothing. Why can't a truck just run me over already?

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>>38132829
Don't beat yourself up too much, anon. You're not alone in this situation. Fuck everything. Life has no meaning, there's no need to feel worthless. You never asked for it. Just do whatever you want and don't feel bad for it.

>>38132829
You're depressed anon, we are all on the same boat
You can't compete with the happy people, we both know we can't be happier, stronger or better than them

But you don't have to, i know you've done something good in your life
If you've made someone smile, cry or laugh at least ONCE in your whole life, that means you have value, a value no one else can copy or replicate, no matter how much the other fags are happy, nobody can be you

If one day you decide to end yourself, the world will lose something it'll never be replicated, you're unique, anon, you made that one kid in middle school laugh, or that cashier smile when you were a teen, you left your mark in this dark dark world

Don't let the cruelty of others take away your shine, you do matter anon, you are important
You're not alone, untill me and the other anons are alive, you'll never be

>>38129476
My mom is a abusive bitch and i want to live this house and go to a apartment and die alone

Favorite musician?

i'm currently in a ldr with the girl i want to marry one day. she is the only person i can imagine spending my life with and i don't see any fucking way i could actually be happy with anyone else. however the distance is ruining our relationship, our communication is completely fucked at this point most conversations are meaningless or fights. all i can do is fucking wait for her to get her shit figured out or her mind made up but i can't fucking wait forever. fuck what choice do i have just abandon this after all this fucking effort and time and everything else ive fucking poured into this shit?

>>38129476
Tell me that you love me, pls

>>38133263
I've been in several long distance relationships. Going to be up front with you: if she isn't making any moves to come and visit you or move towards you at this point, you're fucked.

>>38133263
Wow I could've written this post. I'm trying to be patient but it's hard.

>>38132712
thank you helpful tomoko poster.
i watched all the episodes in english and the dubbed one's just for him. i think he is to shy too shy to give his discord.

>>38129476
My life seems good, but it is shit. I used to be consider myself a normie until depression hit. I never had any true friends but then I saw how alone I was. The girl of my dream rejected me. I am now friendless and aimless. Jobless and skilless. I wish I could die. In fact I could kill myself tonight as I go to sleep by opening the gas valves in the kitchen and dying in my sleep as the gas poisons my lungs. I just need to turn them. But I won't. In fact, I'll make sure they're closed. Why? Because I'm a coward, and I don't even have the spine to remove myself from this place. You wouldn't understand if you saw how I live my life.

>>38133263
I think you're unlucky anon
Give this some time, then try to talk to her again

If that doesn't work, you should prepare yourself for the worst

No matter what, we'll be here for you
You're never alone

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>>38133246
Lole anon, if you're undergrad (there's nothing wrong with that) i'm gonna say to you that, it's normal to hate your mom
Mom's tend to treat us like babies, that's why we move out

Thom Yorke from Radiohead

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>>38133220
>>38133190
Thank you guys. I don't even know you, but it's nice to know I'm not alone.

>>38133293
did any of them work out in your experience? i could honestly just see her telling me what i want to hear just to string me along and jack off her ego when she needs attention.
>>38133295
how long are we meant to be patient before saying fuck you and walk away? i mean for fucks sake i am beyond over this shit but the chance of things actually working out the way we planned keeps me waiting in fucking misery.

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>>38133335
Depression hit us all anon, that's why we are here
You may be aimless, or jobless, but you have room to improve, you may not believe in this, but i do, everyone here does
You are not a coward, you are corageous, you could poison yourself, but you don't because deep down you know there's something to fight for
You're a warrior, anon, strive for the stars if you want, it's all in your reach
No matter how many bad things happen in your life, you're not alone, you'll never be, i'm here to prove that

>>38133700
I've decided I'm giving it two more months and I'm minimizing contact. If they want to be with me, they will. If not, fuck it. I can only feel pathetic for so long.

>>38133529
fuck, thanks. somehow that was very comforting.

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>>38133269
I love you, anon
Never forget that

Original

i dont really like life but it isnt bad

id like to die in my sleep or have the option to just fade out but i dont wanna actually off myself ya know? i know it sounds edgy

is smoking like 4 cigarettes a day stupid? i have been fpr like the past 2 years and before i ever smoked i have always had a cough and maybe asthma but smoking with coffee makes me feel content

>>38133700
I met my current gf of almost 3 years through /r9k/. We're disgustingly in love with each other and never imagined being with anyone, period, so it's like a fucking fairytale that we managed to find one another and make things work.

The difference between my current relationship and the others? I knew my gf for about a year before we moved in together, but we were friends for months beforehand. It wasn't until practically 8 months after we added each other on skype and shared phone numbers that we admitted we cared for each other. From there is was only 2 months before she flew from Georgia to New York to see me. Then only a month before I flew to see her, and one more month before she drove all that way to grab all my shit and whisk me away to her apartment. We jumped on that shit. We loved each other and couldn't stand to be apart.

My other long-distance relationships were like pulling teeth. They never wanted to take the time to see me. They never wanted the expense or the hassle. It wasn't about us being together, it was about them. It was about their issues. That's not healthy. That's not what a relationship is. If someone can't see you, they don't deserve to be with you.

>>38133700
not the same anon here but I've also been in multiple LDRs and none of them turned out well at all because neither one of us had the funds to go see one another.

>>38133755
i wish you the best brother, that's pretty motivating to not endure this torture forever. cheers.

>>38129476
I unironically feel a little content about my social situation. I'm not a complete autist and even go out to eat every so often but I see anons left and right losing their goddamned minds over >no gf or not having any friends when I just don't give a shit. I'm doing better than what was expected of me and I have enough issues to deal with, so the closest relationships I form are either extremely brief (since I always cut contact after we're done doing whatever) or what I call "work friends", who are pretty much the people you dick around with to pass the time because you're bored and nothing more. On an unrelated note I am disappointed in Dunkin Donuts, their black hazelnut coffee is sweetened to high hell. Still better than Starfucks though.

>>38133769

You made my day way much bettter. Thank you so much, sweetie

>>38133827
>It wasn't about us being together, it was about them.
fuck, it's exactly that. i think i ought to at least give her an ultimatum of sorts and if nothing changes then i have my answer.

happy to hear you figured it out with your current gf, sounds pleasant. wish you the best with that.

>>38133817
It's just depression, take life easy, do things that you enjoy doing
Life can be marvelous

No matter what, i'll listen to you

>>38133974
I would avoid the ultimatum. In my experience that pushes people away and doesn't lead to the results you want.

>>38133723
Hey, thanks for trying...But I've tried. I tried to redeem myself after being a total sperg as a kid and here I am, finishing off the years of my life beginning with the number "1" and I find myself in the beginning again.

>>38134060
im not depressed really its just

>oh okay yeah you should love life even though ypu and no one ever asked to be born
>if you ever tried to suicide people and emts wpuld try to "save" you even if you had half a brain left
>i dont care i just want enough money to get by
>mom tells me thats white trash mentality that my dads sidebof the family has

seriously though whats your opinion on cigarettes? i just dont wanna get lung issues and have to go to a doctor but stuff like heart problems dont concern me really just

Inspired by recent news, I wonder if there are any websites where I can get in contact with people who truly want to and plan to end their own lives and/or those who want to aid and encourage such endeavours. I'm tired of "le wanna kill myself qq" memers and I want the real deal.

>>38134145
nayrt but cigarettes are very, very bad news. if you want the taste and tobacco, go for cigars or at least roll your own cigarettes. shit like marlboro and camel are engineered to get you addicted and will give you horrific health problems at a young age that you will regret for the rest of your life. if you're suicidal, go for something less painful...

>>38134145
Vape instead of cigarettes.

>>38134168
http://www.finalexitnetwork.org

>>38134168
maybe you can try infinitychan's suicide board? it's a very slow board but hey it's worth a try!

>>38134260
not him but yeah its slow as hell

cant ever get questions answered timely there lol

FUCK THIS IM WATCHING WATAMOTE AGAIN

BYE

>>38134373

yess it's good

Also, general question to everyone reading: is the dub good? I've watched the sub, considering rewatching but with the dub instead

I am an INTP studying electrical engineering, I might actually be able to achieve something in life, how do I make sure that I don't die from depression.