do you believe you're a good person anon? do your actions

>>38117053
i don't know the answer to any of that, i just do things

>>38117076
do you have any ideals that influence your decision making, or could it be that you aren't aware of them right now?

I'd be interested to know if you do

>>38117053
I want so badly to be a great human being, but I know I'm incapable of accomplishing that.

Wow I really like that picture of an anime girl

>>38117053
Quite the contrary but I've wondered whether or not trying not to harm someone does them more harm

>>38117090
not really, i just react
the result depends on the situation

Im a shitty person because my upbringing was shitty and i enjoy hurting myself and by proxy hurting those around me. I will gladly destroy myself beforw anybody else gets to.

>>38117053
No such thing as a good person. But human with good tendancies, i like helping when i can, but martial arts in my free time lets me put chads into the fucking ground winded and bloody. You take some you give some.

>>38117053
everyone has good in them,
and sometimes people just tend to let their emotions get the better of them.

forgive but not forget desu.

>>38117053
>do you believe you're a good person anon? do your actions fall in line with your idea of justice?
Yes.
Though my ideas may differ from what most of society values.
>do you enjoy hurting other people?
There are people out there I would find an immense sense of satisfaction from hurting, but I haven't had a chance to.

>>38117233
>There are people out there I would find an immense sense of satisfaction from hurting, but I haven't had a chance to.
oh man I know these fucking feels to well anon.

you're walking down a dark alleyway one night, trying to get somewhere important though you have no lack of time thanks to this shortcut

however, you get mugged along the way there by 1 man whose face you cannot see. you manage to fight him off and knock him to the ground, where he will be incapacitated for a few seconds.

what do you do?

run?
call the police?
curb stomp him?

>>38117053
I don't act on what I think is "just"

>>38117053
I usually avoid doing things that harms others, unless there is a reason.

I don't believe in Justice. Justice is a concept that is based around appropriate punishment for appropriate actions.

I believe in mercy. And I try my best to be a merciful person. But I can't tell you how good I am at it.

>>38117251
If he initiated physical violence, not including threatening me, I'd have no moral problem killing him.

i want to believe i'm a good person, but the only truly good thing i've done in the last year was give a homeless person kfc

>tfw he was still picky about it and had to go back for a different soda

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I try to do the right thing, but i always manage to fuck up everything and hurt people aroud me, the worst part is that they see that im trying to do my best and give me another chance, but i know what will come out of it and just try to get out, and that makes me look like even more of an asshole, because it looks like i fucked someone and even though they want to give me a second chance im just saying no and getting out.

>>38117276
but what drives you take his life instead of leaving him there if he initiated that violence

kick him to make sure he stays down and call the police

>>38117251
>if he had a knife:
Kneel down on his chest, take the knife and pierce his lungs, liver and intestins, cut the jugular and let him bleed to death.
>if he had a gun:
Step on his chest to keep him still and put a bullet through his throat and watch him drown in his own blood.

Not a pretty sight

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You know that one comic that gets passed around on /int/? The one with the new Brazilian guy passing up all these normie opportunities to go home and uncontrollably shitpost? I'm kind of like that.

IRL:
>Have a qt gf
>Senior year of college
>Two internships at the same time
>Studying in my spare time
>Well liked by co-workers and superiors
>Throw myself at new opportunities
>Genuinely try my best to be a good person
>Always working on bettering myself

When I am alone:
>Masturbate 8 times a day to degenerate porn
>Shitpost aggressively
>Do my best to kill threads/contribute to negativity
>Attack people for no reason
>Browse rekt threads
>Watch/save gore
>Used to dox people (4chan made it a lot harder to do) just for fun
>Try my best to make everything I touch even worse
>Been banned probably hundreds of times

I've been doing this since like 2010. This place is a good outlet for my aggression and need to be a huge faggot. Yeah yeah, I'm an edgy shit, I know

>>38117346
hey, thanks for not trying to kill this thread at least. did it interest you?

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I feel that I would fall under the category of "good" by today's standards. I have never harmed anyone with malicious intent or abused anyone psychologically or physically.
But I am a self-centered shit that desires things that would only bring me pleasure. I want a girlfriend only because I don't want to be lonely. I want money so I can buy things that I want. I want to feel loved by the people around me because it would make me like I have worth.
I'm not one that would go to or start a protest for a cause that I believe in because I'm lazy. I would voice an opinion only because it's easy to do so, thanks to the internet. The reason why I would declare on what is just is because it makes me feel better about myself. Another example is that I would donate to panhandlers because it makes me feel like I've done something worthwhile. In other words, it makes me feel good.
>do you enjoy hurting pther people?
I sometimes wonder if it feels good to hurt others, but I'm too much of a coward to actually do anything.

I hate myself.

>>38117251
I like to think I'd incapacitate him and call the police, but I can get really caught up in shit. I'm pretty scared that I'll get into an actual fight one day and won't be able to control myself. Not that I'm some secret tough guy who can kick anyone's ass or anything, it's just that I've always had issues with self control.

Anyway, what I'd do if I had this guy at my mercy, provided him and I were all alone:

>Pin him down
>See if I could rip off his ears with my mouth and start drinking his ear blood
>Start clawing at his face, see if I could dig my fingers behind his eyes and rip them out
>Spit his own blood back in his mouth
>Choke him out
>Use my pocket knife to try and skin him while he's down and out
>Slit his wrists and drink his blood
>Curb stomp him until he has no jaw left
>Probably get shot to death by the police when someone sees what I'm doing

I have fantasies like this a lot. Sometimes I watch fight videos and imagine what I'd do if I got the upperhand. It always gets me going and I can't sleep because my mind is too saturated with violence.

I sound like a huge edgelord, but it's true

>>38117405
It did. Like I said, this is a place I can come to to get this out of my system.

>>38117099
Do you want to put your penis inside that anime girl's mouth?

>>38117053
I'd say I give off the impression of being a good person, but in reality I'm actually a terrible human being.

>Shit on friend anonymously about him spending over $100k to get a useless art degree resulting in him still working his highschool wagecuck job
>Send screenshots of aforementioned friend shit talking his mom to her, ruining their relationship
>Break up with ex in such a way that completely destroyed her self-confidence, now she's a shut-in and has no friends
>Make a game out of hacking into social media of friends and relatives

I could keep going but it's mostly just based around fucking with people I know.

>>38117314
I believe that if you enter into combat with another person, you've accepted that somebody might die.
Even a fist fight can kill somebody.
I think that the person who initiated it has accepted any risk of death.

If I leave him there, he might do it to somebody else.
He'll be pissed off, and might be more impulsive when he finds another victim.
He'll probably choose somebody smaller and weaker this time.
He might just shoot them or stab them outright, instead of try to threaten them.
Leaving him there might be compassionate towards him, but it's definitely not compassionate towards everybody else he is likely to harm afterwards.
If I do a good thing for him, he will go on to do a bad thing to somebody else.

This is our society's problem with compassion.
We are overly compassionate, and the compassion we show to people gives them the opportunity to continue to harm others.
If I do a good act towards him, I've enabled the possibly hundreds of harmful acts he does towards others afterwards.

Obviously there are important details, if he's some angry crackhead who started slashing at my face with a knife, he's dead if I get the chance.
But I have been mugged by an older guy who was crying as he did it, he was obviously a decent guy, but was just desperate.
I wouldn't kill somebody like that.

I wouldn't say that I am either. I don't enjoy seeing other people hurt or suffering, let alone inflicting it myself. I'm genuinely polite and personable. While I am an insecure social retard, I can at least fake my way through basic smalltalk. My motives, though, are less than pure. I am kind to people because I want them to like me. I am obliging because I don't want to be abandoned. Maybe motives don't matter? I don't know. Most of the time I just don't feel anything. I can't remember the last time I did. I've become exceptionally adept at hiding who I am, to the point where I don't even know myself.

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>>38117484
>>38117340
>>38117276

>>>>>replying with vile murder fantasies rather than what you would actually do

>>38117587
Because the thread is about your sense of justice and motivations.

>>38117489
but do you truly feel regret or only admit these things are "bad" because of what normal people would think about it? maybe your actions, possibly inadvertently, were good because they made people accountable for the things they did by revealing the truth that people hide

>>38117454
the best way to see if you could consider yourself "good" or not is to think about a situation where it would be possible to act in a way you believe to be good. would you still act in that way if there was a risk to it or would be passive and let what you consider "bad" to happen? maybe you have the classical antihero problem of wanting to do the right thing but not having the required traits to do it

>>38117053
What's a good person?
Can someone like a murderer or rapist become a good person? At what point does someone become an irredeemably bad person?

>>38117617
I have no regrets whatsoever for leaking incriminating information that people try to hide. I wouldn't qualify my methods as "justified", I mostly just do it because it's fun to do. I love the feeling of getting into someone's account and seeing all of the stuff they never expect anyone else to know about.

As for my ex, I honestly just got sick of her shit and decided the best revenge would be to ruin her mental health, mostly because it would also mean she'd finally leave me the fuck alone.

>>38117702
How do you hack people?
Curious desu

>>38117053
>a good person
you mean an imaginary, contrived social persona
>your idea of justice
ideology with no factual basis. worthless on its own

Our only god is the ego. I do not like to hurt people though.

>>38117737
this

its quite a good skill to have in the modern age where information is the deadliest weapon

>>38117792
Other anon reporting in. Just fudge their recovery questions. People put enough stuff out there on the interbutts for you to be able to make pretty accurate guesses at their security questions.

>What is your favorite food?
>Pizza

It basically requires some stalking, but it's the 21st century, that shit is encouraged

>>38117053
I consider myself a good person desu. Despite knowing how much I've hurt people I love in the past when I was being selfish. I'm more certain of where my morals lie now after some of that shit went down.
Hurting other humans is something I avoid on all levels and I will go so far to say making others happy or helping them is a goal of mine. Being a person who can help another person is extremely gratifying for me.

>>38117053
>do you believe you're a good person anon? do your actions fall in line with your idea of justice?

Well spooked, my property.

Genuinely believe I am a disgusting roastie who failed easymode and doesn't deserve oxygen. I have made feeble attempts to off myself but I can't even do that right.

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>>38117858
If it wasn't clear, I think I am an awful person.

>>38117737
Most of it is social engineering. The amount of useful information that people post online and give away is staggering. Here's an example from one of the first ones I did.
>Early 2009
>Facebook used to display emails used to sign into profiles as public info on anyone's page
>Decide I want to get into ex's friend's account
>Get her email, go through "forgot password" steps
>Her question is oddly specific and highly personal
>Literally ASK it to her verbatim pretending to be a friend on formspring
>She gives the answer and was happy someone would ask her about whatever it was
>Get into her account right after

Other attempts included bruteforcing, phishing, traffic sniffing and other well-known methods. People are fucking stupid either way and often will gove away their passwords easily.

>>38117858
>>38117882
just mix some ammonia and bleach in a bucket and take a deep whiff, it'll off you fairly quickly if you actually want to kys

>>38117887
so if you needed to get access to the email would you use the same methods or something else since I assume the "forgot your password" emails are always sent to that one

>>38117961
Getting into one email is usually the goal, since people often link them together. Recovery questions are the best since most answers can be guessed or found with enough research. I used to love when MySpace was popular and people would fill out those chain "quizzes", they were literally just giant lists of potential answers.

My personal favorite method is the easiest - keylog your own computer (writing a simple one yourself is very easy). Hang out with the person in question and mention something you posted on whatever site and ask them to look at it. They'll sign in and you will most likely get their email password too, since almost no one practices proper password safety. Sadly, that only works with people who you can get to use your computer.

>>38117961
I'm not that retarded, Anon, but thanks for your faith in my stupidity.

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True Neutral. I just don't give a fuck.

believe? i know everything i've done.

yes, i'm a good person. i learn by watching other people's mistakes and my conscience punishes me if i do things i perceive as bad.

i honestly think people make most of their mistakes when they're stressed or intoxicated.

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>>38118122
>it'll off you fairly quickly if you actually want to kys
>reading comprehension

if this is bait, this is some of the most refined I've seen

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>>38117053
I will not go out my way to ruin lives, but I do not think that I am a good person. A lot of the time, I have no problem not helping others. I feel like everyone is out for their own self-interest in the end and I want to be used as less as possible. I don't mind hurting others feelings on occasion. But when it comes to getting physical, I'd do it if it weren't illegal.

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>>38118151
I'm aware I'm dumb but I didn't think I was this stupid. What am I missing here? Chlorine poisoning seems to be far from a quick death.

>>38117053
I think I'd normally do things that most people would consider "bad" to people or other beings if I feel they deserve it. For example, if I found out someone was mutilating helpless creatures for fun, I would have no problem torturing and killing that person. Sometimes, things trigger me into doing awful things for little or no reason. One time, I was taking a walk and picked up this snail I found and walked with it. I was trying my best to be friendly and empathetic with it and kept telling myself that I would not harm it. When I was walking down this nature path with the snail still on my hand, it appeared to be moving to the side and slid off my hand into the ground. I was angered that after trying to be nice to it, it would rather fall and get itself covered in sand and dirt. I was debating on killing it but eventually I decided to burn to death with my lighter. Anyways, that's the kind of person I am.

>>38117488
yes also checked