Ok. I'm in the middle of one right now, so I'm very

What do you mean blood sugar level..do you have beetus?

I have a doctor's appointment with a new doctor and I'm on xanax .5mg twice a day (granny dose).

I have not had counseling in over a year now and the last sessions were over the phone. It did not work out. My therapist got angry with me over little, stupid shit and called the police telling them I might harm myself. Ridiculous.

Also, I do not bathe or shower. I do not change my pants and rarely change my shirt. I'm terrified of getting water on me or having new clean clothes on my skin. I clean myself the best I can in the sink of the bathroom. It's weird but it's just the way I am right now. I wasn't like this 90% of my life, only the last few years since I had another breakdown a few years back and had to quit grad school over it.

Can anyone relate or give me any sort of advice? Ever been through anything even remotely close to something like this?

Might be your body dealing with how hot it is or you might have a brain tumor.

Can sort of relate to the oversleeping. During my worst depression i used to sleep for like 15 hours one night and then aimed to pull all nighters the other Day to compensate and get work done just to Fall asleep again. Now i am at about 6 hours every night. Sleeping too much made me feel worse than sleeping like 4 hours during highschool during the week

>>38109182
Everyone has dips in blood sugar when they sleep. That's where the old midnight snack thing comes into play. Some people are more sensitive to it, but if you ever go without eating (fasting) for 24 hours then you'll know exactly what it feels like. Shaky, headache, nausea. One drink of juice will get it back up to normal though. This is natural for all humans, not connected to diabetes.

>>38109238
It's not hot anymore. That was over two weeks ago now. None of these are signs of a brain tumor (that I know of) and I just had bloodwork last month. All of my regular health issues are usually mental/emotional. This one is more physical and just downright odd.

>>38109297
See, that's what I initially thought. Depression. Major Depressive Disorder. It runs in my family. But I'm not depressed. When I'm awake, I get around fairly normally and have interest in things. Unless it's some sort of "unconscious" depression. Ugh. I hope not.

I've also had major depression before, several times throughout my life, and it felt nothing like this. In fact, it was difficult to sleep when I was depressed. My mind would think about negative things over and over and I would eventually just make myself get up and try to sleep again later. So, I don't know. But that's what I was thinking at first too. I'm going to ask the doctor about unconscious depression.

>>38109086
bump before I fall asleep again

>>38109086
Sounds like you might have better luck find people who can relate on psychforums