So whats preventing you from offing yourself /r9k/? What is your

right now it's murdoch murdoch youtube channel and evangelion

I was very close to last month and I no longer have a job.

Please...god

My sister would be devastated.

I'm giving myself a chance until age 30
I can't see any hope if life doesn't change by then

There's a pretty big gap between not wanting to live and wanting to die, I live in there

I wont do that because I believe it's a sin and my soul would be punished for it.

Because it would completely ruin my parent's lives. I'm a piece of shit, but I'm not that awful.

Also the vague hope that things might get better.

>>38100252
My interest in science, theories, and so on. Since reading about quantum suicide I don't think I could ever try to kill myself since it sounds pointless anyway, probably could only die to outside observers and cripple myself. Suicide feels pointless and I don't have the constitution to do it, but living feels pointless too. So I drag on and on and on and maybe some day it will get better, but I know it logically won't.

Resources
Im a coward, I don't want to feel horrible pain while trying to end my life. To archive that I need a gun (which you American should be thankful for, because in most country's is a pain in the ass to get one), a tank of helium and other materials to make the escape mask(that cost money, and Im broke as shit) or other things to kill myself in a fast and/or painless way.

In the mean time, I would like to involve myself in some political group of my country for euthanasia, but for some reason nobody gives a shit about the topic.

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>>38100252
To afraid to kill myself. Decided to live for entertainment and do it when lifeel gets to boring

for now I'm using anime and alcohol to cope, which should be effective for a while because I never drank or watched much anime until recently.

couldn't hurt my family

that's the only thing. literally. that's it.

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I'm doing well in college, I'm working a job that I like part-time, and I'm losing weight. I only felt like offing myself when I was NEET.

>>38100252
don't have enough money for a gun. im not even going to attempt another way out because i know the gun is 100%

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>>38100270
Pretty much these. I would hate my mother and sister to be devastated. On top of that, I don't want to live but I don't want to commit suicide. Dumb, I know.

fear and my online bf

>>38100252
I like to do drugs and drink every night. It keeps me sedated at night and sick the next day.
Protip: If you feel sick or hungry, you don't have existential crisis'.

No balls. Suicide is the bravest thing you can do and I am a coward. Maybe I'll find a method that is doable for me.

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>>38100252
Idk anon. I don't wanna live anymore and i don't wanna kys too.
I just hope one day a truck obliterate my body and shatters my existence into pieces.

>>38100262
>evangelion

Please just do it. We dont need your shit taste here

>>38100559
Retard alert or this is a joke?

I'm afraid of death and that's all

I'm stuck at not wanting to live but not having a legitimate reason to die.

>>38100262
murdoch?