i fucked up anons.
i shot heroin for years, seriously fucked up my life and basically just trashed every opportunity i had.
i had finally gotten my life back on track, was finishing up my degree, had been clean for a year and just got a job and last night i relapsed.
i havent felt this terrible in a long time, i feel completely empty and disappointed in myself. i havent felt this low in a long time and i know i could make it all go away, just by picking up a few more bags.
i guess i just felt like i needed to tell somebody.
any anons have experience with this, words of wisdom?
>>38092752
idk what happened, did you get a disease? or is it that you're back to using heroin?
if it's the latter, then you can always stop again :)
>>38092752
At this point, you may as well just keep doing more heroin. You've already relapsed, so what's left to lose?
This is fine. you just have to keep fighting it. Most people relipseits totally natural
>>38092800
this man is retarded
No experience with heroin but do happen to know my way around opiates and addiction / withdrawal
It's all in your willpower, try to free your mind of your desire to cop more as hard as that may sound. Heroin and painkillers in general (am morph junkie) will numb you for a bit and your emotions will come rushing back, as sad and passionate as they may be, ride this low all the way through and I hope that one day you will find fulfillment within your own mind instead of a mind poisoned by drugs
Good luck anon, it won't be easy
That fucking blows, dude. But it's a good thing that you feel terrible about it. Everybody makes mistakes, and this is just another obstical in your way. Do you really want to go go back all the way down the road you just traveled? Don't be a retard. You've stayed clean before, and you can do it again now.
>>38092830
Also just because you relapsed doesn't mean it will happen again, forget the past embrace the present so you may have a promising future
>>38092752
I shot up every single day for 2 months and then was on Oxycontin for 2 years.
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>>38092858
thanks anons, i know what i have to do but sometimes it helps to feel a little less alone.
>>38092827
>This is fine
Yeah, it's totally fine to do heroin. What's OP even worried about?