Here I am, sitting alone on a saturday with only the dim light

Buy a rope and tie a really nice noose.
I love tying nooses when I'm bored, I really do. It's calming.

>>38092626

How old are you? How long have you been this way?

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Because that's what this board is all about. Full of joy and happy people.

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>>38092669
>Because that's what this board is all about. FulI of joy and happy people.

>>38092626
watch some anime LULXDXDXD

coffee, pecan pie and chewing tobacco

trust me, i mean i still stay bored but this maximizes comfiness

and the album "an empty bliss beyond this world"

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>>38092626
Find a book, a game, or a porn star to get immersed in.

Can anybody post any other images similar to the OPs? Like anon life images, such as sitting at a computer all day, ive seen a few but haven't saved them

Heavy drugs or cut yourself, it may seem daunting and like weird emo shit but the pain feels amazing when you get used to it

I play wow private servers, that takes up all my time

>>38092995
I have a few more like it, but they're all wojaks, if that's okay

>>38093140
yeah that's fine man. I replied earlier but shitty 4chan didn't let it for some reason

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>>38092995
Like this one? origi

>>38093472
one of my favs origami

>>38093472
yeah like that, I also saw a similar one where at like 3pm he was jerking off, do you have it

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>>38093747
original cmt fuk off

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>>38092626
The answer is staring right in front of you. TURN OFF YOUR MONITOR.

>>38093834
hmm nah it wasn't dat one. thanks anyway bro

>>38092626
play online games. that's what helped me. I'm still a loser neet but I enjoy life more than I did a year ago when I was in the looney bin

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>>38092626
Force yourself to try new things, a new manga genre, reading light novels, anything that you could do while still being comfy, you are probably just burnout of your usual hobbies and your daily routine

>>38093918
why were you in the looney bin?

>>38093875
Not him, but what to do after? It's not like I have other opportunities, besides nothing seems fun anymore

>>38093875
yeah I would love to "turn off my computer" but what would I replace it with and what would be the point? I would just be doing something else that is pointless in my own view

>>38093947
I was an acoholic, drinking half a handle a day, never leaving my room only eating so I wouldn't puke from an empty stomach. I lived in a cramped room at my dads, my dad and grandma don't understand anything and my grandma would yell at me whenever she say me so I'd just stay upstairs because she couldn't go up them. anyways I was hammered one night and had to help my sis move her shit into her truck after we were done. I felt like shit realizing I'm a loser yada yada. I walked out of my room to go downstairs and saw my dad watching tv, I asked if I could tell him something. he shuts off the tv. I am just looking at him, I didn't know what to say. He asks what? kind of just smile, he asks if I got a girl pregnant. I laugh my ass off and say no. he hands me a paper and pen and tells me to write it down. I write I want to fucking kill myself. then he said oh that's not good. and he said he'd bring me to the hospital. I got there I could barely walk since I was so drunk. there person asked why I was there I didn't say anything and looked at the floor. my dad said I want to hurt myself. then I got in a bed and waited to talk to some therapist. this is like 1am. I go in a room to talk to him alone. I tell him what I told my dad, I'm shaking so bad from being nervous it feels like im having a seziere. The guy asks what's on my mind. I go on a rant how I want to shoot up a place. he asks if I shot a gun. I haven't but I said oh yeah and laugh. I still laugh my ass off about what he thought but anyways I spent the night at the hospital then the next afternoon I got an ambulance ride to the looney bin 2 hours away. It was more of a place for depressed people to go not a high security place.

>>38092820
>an empty bliss beyond this world
Thanks for the recommendation. I've been real into slow, deep contemplative music like that.

Here's another one I've been wearing out.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HSfGvuiFOWI

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>>38093747
It's a nice meme, i need to agree.

Once in the past, this was the most accurate depiction of my life that any art could conceive. Sad, but true.
Happly, my Robot Test's Score is rising recently ^^

>>38094114
Damn that's pretty rough. It sounds like the alcohol had a big part in it. How long did you stay there for?

>>38093960
You try to develop interests, go on a walk pick up a book. What would you expect after living a life of constant stimulation for so long? Over time you'll become more attuned to the world, you won't discover any opportunities just doing the same thing over and over again in a virtual world.

>>38094185
That's it there lol.
Yep the reason I wanted it lol is because it is perfectly depicting my life at the moment. It's so realistic it's scary, even the times are the same

>>38094209
I was at the hospital for 3 weeks, I only got out because people there told me what to say to get out, they probably thought I was crazy because when we got our smoke breaks I would say I need to fucking go home a lot. Also the days before I went in I tried oding on stuff two nights in a row and tried to hang myself with a belt but it wasn't working because it was in a kids closet and a fatass like me could barely fit in it. one night I went to bed barely breathing and my whole chest/stomach hurt. I waited in bed for death

>>38094175
Is this comfy?
Just found it.

https://youtube.com/watch?v=m6nMO7TIHL0

buy a camera

i bought one and started going out and taking pictures. it's fun and now i have a hobby i can fall back on when staying home gets way too boring for me

>>38094262
Shit man, well it's good to see that things have eventually turned out better

>>38094283
What do you take pictures of anon?

>>38094300
yeah it's better than it was but it'd be better if I had neetbux

>>38094262
Sorry to hear that anon.
I met an anon on omegle last night, he was disabled , kinda like that stephen hawking guy. To say the least he wants to kill himself too everyday because he can't handle the pain the meds give and he can't walk.. Atleast you aren't him.....

Just got back from hanging with my bros, watching the fight.

What did ya'll do tonight?

>>38094244
Bro, first time I saw this was when I had this shitty life. B4 accessing 4Chan, I found this browsing FunnyJunk.

This meme hit me so hard, that I printed this and attached to my wall with the writings: "LIVING THE DREAM IS NOT A OPTION"
At least, is good to know that I wasn't the only one in the planet to feel like this.
Someone make this meme feel exactly like me. And everybody in the FJ thread praising this and telling about their NEET lifes too.

Its some bit annoying the fact that here in /r9k/, or in this corner of Internet, we are so so so similar to each other in our feelings. But for the normalfag world we even didn't exist '-'

Im sorry that you live this now anon. I m really sorry. I understand u. Try to pull out sooner possible.
The regret of wasted time that come after you wake up is painful.

>>38092626
buy a usb disco ball.

>>38094389
What did you do to stop living like this? Like what was the first thing you started doing/changing?

>>38094012
What do you mean what would be the point LOL. If you see all activities as equally pointless then just go ahead and kill yourself or at least don't complain when you find you're depressed. Think of something to do that you would find fulfilling, something beautiful.

>Im dead inside so let me go to the place where other people who are dead inside to congregate to ask how to not be dead inside

Fix yourself a nice lead sandwich, thats how you make life enjoyable.

>>38094433
What do you do in your free time then? Please enlighten me

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>>38092778
I justed watched the last episode of LWA and teared up (tears of joy) a little when the people started believing in the witches.

>>38094498
I walk, I sketch, I read, I write. I only use the internet for a hour a day. I'll be leaving it completely once I have all the resources I need.

>>38094567
That sounds shit, meh I think I'm better off on the computer thanks.

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>>38094618
That's cool, just don't complain when 10 years later you feel like you've never even lived your life. Pic related.

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>>38094421
I scored fucking 24 in Robot Test in 2014. My life turn into a literally NEET hell. Only breathing with pain..
In 2015 I entered college and simple nothing changed, I still had all that suffering contained inside me.. A pure wasted year too, but at least the college made me socialize with people and get out the room, which even if you think this is hard, it helps!
2016 I tried to make some moves in life, but I give a false step socially and depressed again. Isolated completely and absolutely myself in Jun 16. Get out college.

Then anon, the divine providence happens.
I left my house to see finally a mental doctor, and re-encounter a beautiful girl that I already knew from college.
Change numbers (i just started again to use cellphone that week).
Started to talk everyday with her. Only with her, because >no friends.
This was last Oct 24. Nov, 3 lost my KV with her. Nov, 16 i take her hand and she turns into my girlfriend.. And into that same night, I lost my virginity with her.

During the relationship, she alerted me each bad trait and habit I fucking had. She really toke care of me.
She kicked my ass after Mar, 15 now.
But she teached me something that I would never realized alone.
By my love to her, I will change fully into a man

Our life happens from us. Not for us.
Just move.
You live this shit NEET life.. This is BAD for yuor mental health. Avoid this completely!!
Take a job immediately. Turn social, even if it hurts.
You just need to escape inertia.
Will always be painful.
Living the Dream is a cycle. A goddamn cycle. You need to break it.
Your sleep hours are wrong. OK. Get a job. The money, busy mind and slightly progress in life will make u morr able to progress.
This is what I would have changed in me of the past.
But several.things I only accomplished mentally because my ex gf showed me the way.
Pursuit your own experiences man.
Thats a shame a man without living.
Hope you progress man!

>>38094421
You see. Thats not much you can do my fellow anon.
This life style is a trap and energy drainer, I know it.

My gf left me. She still liked me, but realized how wasted I was with my internal NEET wanting to prejudice every good opportunity in my life.
Is almost like the worst person in your life is yourself. No one delay and make me more loser than my own attitudes.

This is immaturity.

I, next two weeks, in college vacation, will take a bag, some clothes, and cross by foot the Atacama Desert (u see, I am brazilian), crossing North Argentina and Chile by foot, reaching the Pacific Coast in a journey. Alone, me and the Milky Way stars.
There are some things that Internet couldn't teach us.
The internet was once my only friend and source of living, but she had your own limitations.
Full of knowledgement. True.
But not wise.
Wise you got from living.
And you only live, living anon.
I expect to fully self-knowing me this month doing this craziness.
Sometimes, life need some of this things.

So anon, just make steps.
Search for the X Effect subreddit.
Read Crime and Punishment, a good book.
Make steps.
Force yourself out of the room. ;)

>>38094720
>dat pic
What is the alternative to escapist media? Going to bars, playing a sport for an hour or so on the weekends with some people you know? Going camping?
I think the problem is that the escapist media creates unrealistic expectations of what one's life could have been and that's why they feel like shit and had wasted their lives.

>>38094567
Is that it? How boring.

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fucking crazy deja vu of being in this thread

>>38094902
Will you stop at Santiago? You sound like someone worth spending time with. (Also, Im so fucking lonely)
I'll drop you an old e mail in case you're interested. It's itsuwarinoko at ol' gmail.

>>38094902
read the alchemist.

>>38092626
Drink liquor.

>>38095071
If you seriously can't fathom any alternatives to your life then escapism then you're too far gone.